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2006-12-26T02:39:00.001+08:00

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2006-12-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

don`t mind me for being so fuck-up.
because my birtday is fuck enough.

everyone knows my BIRTHDAY SUCKS.
everyone knows my FUN WAS SPOILT.
everyone knows my FUCKING TEARS KEEP DROP.

as what stated in WENN's blog;
those people who tua me, YOU ALL SUCKS LA OKAY.
don`t come then tell me la;
don`t last minute MIA OR CANNOT, FUCK!

a birthday full of tears.
a birthday full of nonsense.
a birthday full of taiji.

this birthday simply sucks la.
i felt so shrugs,fuck,pissed,disappointed.
I FELT REAL DOWN ALRIGHT.

how many people care or even remember my day.
who appericate my care la, seriously.
i really feel like if i can,
i won`t send wishes at 12 anymore & attend any chalet for those didn`t come.
BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE SIMPLY DON`T KNOW HOW I FEEL LA.

but i seriously thanks WEIJIkorkor, WENNsistar, MICHbaobei & DEARDEAR(:
plus those who CARE.

i thanks you 'PEOPLE' for my 'wonderful' birthday, fuck.
those fake smiles i have to put on.
not because of anyone but my PARENTS.
KORKOR is right, why bother anyone who doesn`t concern my life?
my PARENTS are the ones i love & care.
i felt so bad to hurt them.
DEARDEAR,SISTAR,KORKOR they all too. sighs.
i am seriously sorry.
plus those who come, sorry.

oh well, what a 15th birthday spent.
thanks for all the presents & wishes too :D

don`t bother to contact me for this period of time.
anyone who experience this kind of birthday seriously need a break.
to forget all these FUCK.
sorries.

you are the one i know i can rely on(:

2006-12-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

i felt so .. unhappy?
this should not be the way since my birthday is just 2 days away.
but sighs, i felt so ~~screwed, fuck up~~..
what kind of birthday will it be this year?
nothing seems to be happy about.
problems cropping up, friends being unconfirm of whether they are coming anot.
this & that. all the stuffs coming to me at one go.
~~man, a diaster birthday i should say it.~~
i aren`t overjoy or delighted that i am going off to chalet somehow.
i aren`t glad that i am going to be fifteen afterall.
felt so down.. hais.
i don`t know whats wrong, perhaps i know?
oh crap, what am i talking ... =i seriously wish for a happy birthday, a happy one..
will history repeat? will i cry again this birthday?
its true that if one cried on his/her birthday, he/her will be crying alot that new year..
sighs.

will be going chalet tomorrow already.
call me if you peeps need anything, 81275427(:
those unconfirm, come if you can.
if not, well, then yahs.
& hopefully i will be back with a happier post~

your every little actions affect me.

2006-12-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

starting of the day was kind of horrible for some reasons =but afterall i had a fun day with DEARDEAR(:
went plaza sing at around evening :D
slack around & all till 9plus & came home.

booo, i think i lost my ez-link card =,=
& yeahs; i am in love with HELLOKITTY(:

heh, thanks WANJUNbestie & QIRONGbestie for your present :D

HAPPY 150 DAYS <3s

2 more days to chalet(:
3 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
3 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

my greatest boyfriend :D

2006-12-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2plus and called WENN before i went to bath & prepare(:
just nice, she just reach my house when i have done bathing.
make up & all.
finally went out at 3plus,4 =x
took cab down to whitesand & meet WEIJIkorkor awhile(:
after that took mrt to bugis & walk straight to bugis street :D

went to make my nails, heh heh xD
me and WENN trimmed out eyebrown too!
by the time, the sun had already set.
faster go back building, bought presents(:
ate kfc for dinner & off we go.
i had fun today, thanks MAMA, loves*
WENN went back home while i went whitesand & waited for MUMMY to end work.
same thing, DADDY came & fetch us home :D

2 more days to 150th day(:
4 more days to chalet(:
5 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
5 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

sweetie boy; you meant the whole world to me !

2006-12-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was kind of ~~fuckup~~ zz
bought stuffs with DEARDEAR at whitesand before MUMMY end her work.
ordered my birthday cake too(:
then went home at 9 plus,DADDY fetch us home.
nothing much, just feeling piss.
perhaps due to my period? i have no idea why i felt that way too la.
sighs.
& i am stuck at home again today which is kind of crap zz
kind of no mood to step out my house again.
well, whatever =,=
i hate to feel this way..

happy 20th ann to mummy & daddy :D

4 more days to 150th day(:
6 more days to chalet(:
7 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
7 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

love is sweeter than blood i guess,ha =D

2006-11-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

how great, i am still sick.
coughcoughcough; sneezesneezesneeze; hachoooo~
i seem to be in winter for the past few days.
~~freezed to death~~ =how great, i didn`t even know the class outting is over.
boooo, ~~fantastic classmates i have~~ =okayokay, let`s not blame anyone.
it`s me whom didnt ask, wth.
sadded, grrrrr~

being sick makes my temper more nasty.
i get frausted and irriated easily, screwed.
i see things more negative when i am sick =(
and i am missing dance, get well soon please! x(

i am just so addicted to you boy(:

2006-12-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

booo~
my kneecaps are full of blueblack again =(
dance was fun but tiring today x)
& i just received my very first bithday present from BESTIE today :D
big box with hellokitty stuffs, thanks lots(:
the damn heater spolit & i have to shower with freezing cold water 0,0
i better get my ass to the bathroom before it gets older in the night =x

~~fucking tears~~. cross that out.
i hope things are better instead of the other way round.
don`t screw me up any further & i hope i aren`t doing that to you.
the both of us aren`t feeling any better.
but we are sure that the love we had in us.
i am sure i will be alright when i am in your arms(:

shopping spree with WENN tomorrow? hopefully? =
i love my precious little boy :D

2006-12-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

biscally i rot the whole of yesterday.
forced myself to sleep & woke up at only 4 plus in the afternoon.
because i have nothing to do even if i wake up =went online awhile i did abit of my holiday assignments.
blah blah ; watch teebee & all to spend my day.

actually wanted to sleep at 2 plus after doing my stuffs.
can`t seemed to sleep, slept too much =x
went to watch teebee again till 4plus.
went back to sleep and woke up not long ago.
should be meeting DEARDEAR for dinner after his work(:
BOREDDDDDDD. my holidays are like so screwed; same old holidays every year =chalet nearing, kind of not really looking forward to it still =(

MICHELLEbaobei went genting this morning already, misses *

our love will stay like those pictures :D

2006-12-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

went dance earlier on.
not that bad, got to buck up =still not sure going for syf anot. sighs.
& i just receive the letter to make IC !
like finally ahs xD
nothing much happen today.
i am hungry~ BOOO X(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIJIEmei :D

the true words from the bottom of my heart(:

2006-12-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

grrrrr ; brusies! ouch!

went bugis with daddy & mummy (:
tiring, bought quite a number of stuffs.
it`s been quite some time since i have to carry such heavy stuffs =changed new pillow.
bought 2 tops from bugis street. i want more =x
can`t find any nice t-shirt =(
bought some hair product.
& some other stuffs, can`t remember. LOL
bought dinner and HOME :D

this is what i call..LOVE <3s

2006-11-29T15:58:00.000+08:00

heh heh.
MICHELLEbaobei cheers me up(:
was chatting about(i can`t remember) something.
then till i say i was nooby in everything.
i don`t know how to cycle, swim, play mahjong(how to be taitai?!), housework,blahblah.
& i think everyone who knows me do i am a nooby in all these.HA
then she was like you princess ma,no need do all this de =x
so i came out with this imaginary dream~~

`HAAA . i wish i am one . dun need study . slack in castle . marry a rich prince . woots . born a beatiful baby . heh heh . ask them bulit shopping centre in castle too . alot of beautiful maids and handsome err maids ? LOL`

gosh, my fairytale dream;
if things are that simple in this world.
how good will that be, awwww =(
a beautiful bride, the center of attention,
hmms ; i wonder whats the feeling XD
i mean thats every girls' dream(:
i am crapping, just kind of bored.
i can`t do much when i am sick, ~~screwed~~.

& i have no idea why,
i suddenly felt like dolling up & attend some close relative's wedding.
pretty & handsome people at the wedding.LOL

i know i will be happy with you!

2006-11-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for quite some time.
been busy for the past few days.
had lots of fun with DEAR(:
iloveyou; muahs!
& i am sick again, crap.

take care peeps :D

zilin is the love of my life(:

2006-11-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

my 50th post(:

didn`t went to school today, tired & body ache still.
went to polyclinic together with MICHELLEbaobei at around 4?
slack around inter & went back home at 7plus.
lala~

WEITINGdarling ; thanks for the talk last midnight(: muahs!
stay strong & i will be there for you.
i am just a call/ message away alrights(:

one more month to my birthday,
i seriously don`t wanna think how it will be like..

HAPPY 4 MONTHS MY BOY :D ILOVEYOU
jiayou for your remaining papers ; muahs!

2006-11-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

survey taken from WEITINGdarling's blog~

1. Single, taken or crushing?
- taken.

2. Are u happy with your life now?
- not really; kind of sucks =
3. When u meet d right person, do u fall in love fast?
- my feelings will tell me the answer (:

4. Have u ever have ur heart broken?
- yahs; beautifully hurt..

5. Do u believe there are some circumtances where cheating love is acceptable?
- perhaps?

6. Would u take back someone if he/she cheats u?
- maybe not anymore =
7. Have u talked about marriage with other person before?
- heh heh ; YEAHS XD

8. Do u want children?
- i want beatufiul; cute babies, don`t shout or scream too much please =x

9. How many?
- 1 or 2 ?

10. Would u ever consider adoption?
- i will be gulity for life if i did i guess =
11. If someone likes u now, what is d best way to let u know his/her feelings?
- i have no idea mans.

12. Do u enjoy getting into relationships?
- not definte answer; there are both ups and downs yahs ?

13. Honestly, whats d furthest thing u and ur ex did?
- ha?

14. Do u believe in love at first sight?
- YEAHS~ !

15. Are u romantic?
- maybe? ask him this =x

16. Do u believe u can change someone?
- yup; but it will take lots of time and effort x)

17. If u could marry someone, where will it be?
- in a beatiful castle; *dreaming~

18. Do u give in easily when fighting?
- errr ; not really =x

19. Do u have feelings for someone right now?
- heh heh ; yeahs xD

20. Have u ever wished u could have someone but messed it up?
- yes, that feeling sucks.

21. Have u ever broken a heart?
- sorry =x

22. If one day ur best friend fell in love with d boy u are deeply in love with, what would u do?
- i don`t wanna think of it mans.

23. Are u missing someone right now?
- =D

Name 5 friends u want them to do this survey:
whoever want to do this, just copy and paste and do it yeahs xD

2006-11-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

i am so NOT looking forward to my birthday.
~~how wonderful my good friends are~~.
sometimes friends just screw me up totally.
oh boy; one incident after another.
whats wrong with you people?!
you people just say things without thinking.
all of your hurtful words. ~~fuck it~~.
i seriously don`t understand why i trusted and care for my friends so much.
if you all are my good friends, you all won`t be doing all these..
cracking jokes to a certain limits please~

you will always be my baby boy(:

2006-11-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

DEARDEAR came over & waited for me to prepare =x
went out at around 3,4 plus.
went east coast for BESTIE's bbq.
took cab down to bugis at 5plus.
~~sort of quarrel along the way~~
slowly; everything turns fine(:
walk around the building & walk around bugis street too :D
happy shopping; heh xD

DEARDEAR bought his bottoms.
he bought me a small christmas tree & a small sling bag. thanks lots<3s
i bought myself a shorts & a top too(:
kind of broke now too ?
went back whitesand at 8plus.
waited for MUMMY to end work & DADDY fetch us back home.
slack at house downstairs till 10plus.
dead tired now =\ going off soon after chatting awhile on msn.
nights people!

HAPPY 6 MONTHS #1 AIAIS ; GER & NANA! muahs!

& yeahs; thanks WEIJIkorkor; WEIQIANGpig; WENNmama; MICHbaobei & others for yesterday night(:

you are the one that i will never let go.

2006-11-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

you people are driving me real crazy, real nuts.

somehow i wish to be isolated
somehow i wish i do not exist.
somehow i wish no one cares.
somehow i wish i am all alone.
somehow i wish the world is much better without me.
somehow i wish the smiles can all be true.
somehow i wish the words can all be trusted.
somehow i wish everyone is real to me.
somehow i wish there isn`t any backstabbers and two-face peeps around.
somehow i wish the world is all fine and happy.
somehow i wish i can always be that naive.
somehow i wish i would not grow up.
somehow i wish my everyday will be so happy.
somehow i wish the dictionary dose not exist friends, hurt, tears, love, past.
somehow i wish everyone could get out of my life.
somehow i wish i could be stress-free.
somehow i wish everything will be oever when i open my eyes.
somehow i wish those awful thoughts go away.
somehow i wish i would not need to suffer any pain.
somehow i wish nothing has ever happen.
somehow i wish i aren`t shattered.
somehow i wish i did not care at all.
somehow i wish i could take a break from everything.
somehow i wish i aren`t senstive at all.
somehow i wish someone understands everything.
somehow i wish the world will be fine at this very moment.
somehow i wish i can be strong & no tears seen.
somehow i wish i am lock in a corner where no one can find me.
somehow i wish i am gone from this miserable place.
somehow i wish i can be real free.
somehow i wish.. everything has a full stop; dead.

those naive thoughts..

bring me back to the land of smiles.

2006-11-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

oh crap; my body is really weak =how many times must i be sick in a month?!
~~giddy, headaches, vomit.~~ yucks!
didn`t attend school yesterday & today.
going off to the doc soon x(
yawns zz

mummy has been complaining about all the teddy bears in my room xD
no more bears this year round? no way ~ =x
gona pack up my stuffs in my room real soon(:
& i notice that most of the class chalets are on the 20th/21st of nov?
LOL!
and somehow my holiday plan is ruined, cca..
oh well, sfy is nearing =
i am like talking about random things, my head is spinning.
poof~! off to the doc now(:

tell me that everything is going to fine; will you?

2006-11-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

went IKEA with WEENINGmummie & MICHELLEbaobei(:
just some random pics :D

book shelves; other furnitures' pictures deleted =x

pictures of US plus the furnitures =D

i love her ; thanks for everything BAOBEI(:

my dearest WEENINGmummie :D

& yeahs ; ME =D

HA! i had lots of fun =]
went tiong bahru plaza for awhile, bought some stuffs.
went back bedok BK for dinner.
slack till around 8plus & went home with BAOBEI(:
sent her down later on, came back home :D

time now is 1.45am(: nites !

i will be praying for an angel to look upon you :]

2006-11-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

DAD went to collect my report book.
my results are ~~horrible; sucks~~.
~~my tears are splashing down~~.
i disappoint them once again; again & again..
~~i really wonder why teachers love to assume things~~.
why can`t i make them proud instead.
somehow i just felt unready for next year.
got to really buck up i guess.
i really wish to prove others wrong.
STOP assuming things please, for god sake~
i seriously hate it~ DAMN.

get the ~~fuck~~ hell out of my life!

you are still the one that never fail to make my life a beautiful one(:

2006-11-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

was feeling all xinku since yesterday.
those ~~pain~~, holyshit~
went singapore city gallery yesterday for excursion.
not bad afterall =]
didn`t attend school today.
sore throat ; big ulcer ; body ache
OUCH!
MC for 2 days ; thanks WEENINGmummy & MICHELLEbaobei(:
HA! i gona drink more water & sleep more :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEELING KE AI <3s

missing you like a mad woman =\

2006-10-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

went out to celebrate MICHELLEbaobei's birthday today.
i am lazy to elaborate.
i miss DEARDEAR; he will be busy for his upcoming O-LEVEL x(
i let out some tears, i miss 3/4.
i seriously wonder what the class will be next year.
i miss them, i truely do.
looking at the class photo can really make me tears too.
those good memories we had.
KOR will not be able to be there to walk over to me;
& make me smile when i am down like what he always did.
BIGBABY will not be able to crap with me in class especially when WENN is not around.
its weird to not see CHICKO in class after 3 years too..
the girls will not be able to crap and joke with me in class =(
MEI, please take care too alrights(:
why let the good times end so fast..?
aren`t it suppose to be 42 students next year too?
everything just seems to start yesterday & it just ended.
oh boy, this ~~sucks~~ too much.
& i can`t accept the fact still.
more typing means more tears, i shall stop here now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE BAOBEI(:

time now ; 1.02am

don`t ask me take of myself.
i want you to be the one taking care of me.

2006-10-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

didn`t post since wednesday.
& yeahs, school ended yesterday; not really a good day afterall.
i was ~~pissed & hurt~~ by that biased freak =~~cher~~, how much do you understand me inside out?!
being adult, you are doing this? such a low-class act.
gees, i wonder what have i offended you; being labelled be you.
the feeling isn't good especially when i know i have done nothing wrong.
assume things & point fingers at me, saying things beind me.
don`t judge me alrights.
screwed ~!

it has been a wonderful year with 3/4(:
i miss those peeps that are leaving.
especially the 6 of you.
we still manage to survive this year,
despite the countless troubles we have gone through.
anyway,best of luck everyone :D

if ever one day you are unhappy;
i will cry a river & give ou see the reflection of US :D

2006-10-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

school is super boring today..
TIRED X(
swensens is super delicious,yummy! xD
tomorrow is counted as the last day of school i guess.
sighs; though i dislike 3/4 at the beginning of the year.
but somehow the bond is there already.
well, let`s see how it goes yahs.
update next time, yawns zz

HAPPY GINA AH LIAN DARLING(:

i just want you to be happy :D