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2006-12-26T02:39:00.001+08:00

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2006-12-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

don`t mind me for being so fuck-up.
because my birtday is fuck enough.

everyone knows my BIRTHDAY SUCKS.
everyone knows my FUN WAS SPOILT.
everyone knows my FUCKING TEARS KEEP DROP.

as what stated in WENN's blog;
those people who tua me, YOU ALL SUCKS LA OKAY.
don`t come then tell me la;
don`t last minute MIA OR CANNOT, FUCK!

a birthday full of tears.
a birthday full of nonsense.
a birthday full of taiji.

this birthday simply sucks la.
i felt so shrugs,fuck,pissed,disappointed.
I FELT REAL DOWN ALRIGHT.

how many people care or even remember my day.
who appericate my care la, seriously.
i really feel like if i can,
i won`t send wishes at 12 anymore & attend any chalet for those didn`t come.
BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE SIMPLY DON`T KNOW HOW I FEEL LA.

but i seriously thanks WEIJIkorkor, WENNsistar, MICHbaobei & DEARDEAR(:
plus those who CARE.

i thanks you 'PEOPLE' for my 'wonderful' birthday, fuck.
those fake smiles i have to put on.
not because of anyone but my PARENTS.
KORKOR is right, why bother anyone who doesn`t concern my life?
my PARENTS are the ones i love & care.
i felt so bad to hurt them.
DEARDEAR,SISTAR,KORKOR they all too. sighs.
i am seriously sorry.
plus those who come, sorry.

oh well, what a 15th birthday spent.
thanks for all the presents & wishes too :D

don`t bother to contact me for this period of time.
anyone who experience this kind of birthday seriously need a break.
to forget all these FUCK.
sorries.

you are the one i know i can rely on(:

2006-12-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

i felt so .. unhappy?
this should not be the way since my birthday is just 2 days away.
but sighs, i felt so ~~screwed, fuck up~~..
what kind of birthday will it be this year?
nothing seems to be happy about.
problems cropping up, friends being unconfirm of whether they are coming anot.
this & that. all the stuffs coming to me at one go.
~~man, a diaster birthday i should say it.~~
i aren`t overjoy or delighted that i am going off to chalet somehow.
i aren`t glad that i am going to be fifteen afterall.
felt so down.. hais.
i don`t know whats wrong, perhaps i know?
oh crap, what am i talking ... =i seriously wish for a happy birthday, a happy one..
will history repeat? will i cry again this birthday?
its true that if one cried on his/her birthday, he/her will be crying alot that new year..
sighs.

will be going chalet tomorrow already.
call me if you peeps need anything, 81275427(:
those unconfirm, come if you can.
if not, well, then yahs.
& hopefully i will be back with a happier post~

your every little actions affect me.

2006-12-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

starting of the day was kind of horrible for some reasons =but afterall i had a fun day with DEARDEAR(:
went plaza sing at around evening :D
slack around & all till 9plus & came home.

booo, i think i lost my ez-link card =,=
& yeahs; i am in love with HELLOKITTY(:

heh, thanks WANJUNbestie & QIRONGbestie for your present :D

HAPPY 150 DAYS <3s

2 more days to chalet(:
3 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
3 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

my greatest boyfriend :D

2006-12-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2plus and called WENN before i went to bath & prepare(:
just nice, she just reach my house when i have done bathing.
make up & all.
finally went out at 3plus,4 =x
took cab down to whitesand & meet WEIJIkorkor awhile(:
after that took mrt to bugis & walk straight to bugis street :D

went to make my nails, heh heh xD
me and WENN trimmed out eyebrown too!
by the time, the sun had already set.
faster go back building, bought presents(:
ate kfc for dinner & off we go.
i had fun today, thanks MAMA, loves*
WENN went back home while i went whitesand & waited for MUMMY to end work.
same thing, DADDY came & fetch us home :D

2 more days to 150th day(:
4 more days to chalet(:
5 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
5 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

sweetie boy; you meant the whole world to me !

2006-12-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was kind of ~~fuckup~~ zz
bought stuffs with DEARDEAR at whitesand before MUMMY end her work.
ordered my birthday cake too(:
then went home at 9 plus,DADDY fetch us home.
nothing much, just feeling piss.
perhaps due to my period? i have no idea why i felt that way too la.
sighs.
& i am stuck at home again today which is kind of crap zz
kind of no mood to step out my house again.
well, whatever =,=
i hate to feel this way..

happy 20th ann to mummy & daddy :D

4 more days to 150th day(:
6 more days to chalet(:
7 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
7 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

love is sweeter than blood i guess,ha =D

2006-12-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

booo~
my kneecaps are full of blueblack again =(
dance was fun but tiring today x)
& i just received my very first bithday present from BESTIE today :D
big box with hellokitty stuffs, thanks lots(:
the damn heater spolit & i have to shower with freezing cold water 0,0
i better get my ass to the bathroom before it gets older in the night =x

~~fucking tears~~. cross that out.
i hope things are better instead of the other way round.
don`t screw me up any further & i hope i aren`t doing that to you.
the both of us aren`t feeling any better.
but we are sure that the love we had in us.
i am sure i will be alright when i am in your arms(:

shopping spree with WENN tomorrow? hopefully? =
i love my precious little boy :D

2006-12-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

biscally i rot the whole of yesterday.
forced myself to sleep & woke up at only 4 plus in the afternoon.
because i have nothing to do even if i wake up =went online awhile i did abit of my holiday assignments.
blah blah ; watch teebee & all to spend my day.

actually wanted to sleep at 2 plus after doing my stuffs.
can`t seemed to sleep, slept too much =x
went to watch teebee again till 4plus.
went back to sleep and woke up not long ago.
should be meeting DEARDEAR for dinner after his work(:
BOREDDDDDDD. my holidays are like so screwed; same old holidays every year =chalet nearing, kind of not really looking forward to it still =(

MICHELLEbaobei went genting this morning already, misses *

our love will stay like those pictures :D

2006-12-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

grrrrr ; brusies! ouch!

went bugis with daddy & mummy (:
tiring, bought quite a number of stuffs.
it`s been quite some time since i have to carry such heavy stuffs =changed new pillow.
bought 2 tops from bugis street. i want more =x
can`t find any nice t-shirt =(
bought some hair product.
& some other stuffs, can`t remember. LOL
bought dinner and HOME :D

this is what i call..LOVE <3s

2006-12-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

went dance earlier on.
not that bad, got to buck up =still not sure going for syf anot. sighs.
& i just receive the letter to make IC !
like finally ahs xD
nothing much happen today.
i am hungry~ BOOO X(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIJIEmei :D

the true words from the bottom of my heart(:

2006-11-29T15:58:00.000+08:00

heh heh.
MICHELLEbaobei cheers me up(:
was chatting about(i can`t remember) something.
then till i say i was nooby in everything.
i don`t know how to cycle, swim, play mahjong(how to be taitai?!), housework,blahblah.
& i think everyone who knows me do i am a nooby in all these.HA
then she was like you princess ma,no need do all this de =x
so i came out with this imaginary dream~~

`HAAA . i wish i am one . dun need study . slack in castle . marry a rich prince . woots . born a beatiful baby . heh heh . ask them bulit shopping centre in castle too . alot of beautiful maids and handsome err maids ? LOL`

gosh, my fairytale dream;
if things are that simple in this world.
how good will that be, awwww =(
a beautiful bride, the center of attention,
hmms ; i wonder whats the feeling XD
i mean thats every girls' dream(:
i am crapping, just kind of bored.
i can`t do much when i am sick, ~~screwed~~.

& i have no idea why,
i suddenly felt like dolling up & attend some close relative's wedding.
pretty & handsome people at the wedding.LOL

i know i will be happy with you!

2006-11-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

how great, i am still sick.
coughcoughcough; sneezesneezesneeze; hachoooo~
i seem to be in winter for the past few days.
~~freezed to death~~ =how great, i didn`t even know the class outting is over.
boooo, ~~fantastic classmates i have~~ =okayokay, let`s not blame anyone.
it`s me whom didnt ask, wth.
sadded, grrrrr~

being sick makes my temper more nasty.
i get frausted and irriated easily, screwed.
i see things more negative when i am sick =(
and i am missing dance, get well soon please! x(

i am just so addicted to you boy(:

2006-11-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for quite some time.
been busy for the past few days.
had lots of fun with DEAR(:
iloveyou; muahs!
& i am sick again, crap.

take care peeps :D

zilin is the love of my life(:

2006-11-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

my 50th post(:

didn`t went to school today, tired & body ache still.
went to polyclinic together with MICHELLEbaobei at around 4?
slack around inter & went back home at 7plus.
lala~

WEITINGdarling ; thanks for the talk last midnight(: muahs!
stay strong & i will be there for you.
i am just a call/ message away alrights(:

one more month to my birthday,
i seriously don`t wanna think how it will be like..

HAPPY 4 MONTHS MY BOY :D ILOVEYOU
jiayou for your remaining papers ; muahs!

2006-11-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

survey taken from WEITINGdarling's blog~

1. Single, taken or crushing?
- taken.

2. Are u happy with your life now?
- not really; kind of sucks =
3. When u meet d right person, do u fall in love fast?
- my feelings will tell me the answer (:

4. Have u ever have ur heart broken?
- yahs; beautifully hurt..

5. Do u believe there are some circumtances where cheating love is acceptable?
- perhaps?

6. Would u take back someone if he/she cheats u?
- maybe not anymore =
7. Have u talked about marriage with other person before?
- heh heh ; YEAHS XD

8. Do u want children?
- i want beatufiul; cute babies, don`t shout or scream too much please =x

9. How many?
- 1 or 2 ?

10. Would u ever consider adoption?
- i will be gulity for life if i did i guess =
11. If someone likes u now, what is d best way to let u know his/her feelings?
- i have no idea mans.

12. Do u enjoy getting into relationships?
- not definte answer; there are both ups and downs yahs ?

13. Honestly, whats d furthest thing u and ur ex did?
- ha?

14. Do u believe in love at first sight?
- YEAHS~ !

15. Are u romantic?
- maybe? ask him this =x

16. Do u believe u can change someone?
- yup; but it will take lots of time and effort x)

17. If u could marry someone, where will it be?
- in a beatiful castle; *dreaming~

18. Do u give in easily when fighting?
- errr ; not really =x

19. Do u have feelings for someone right now?
- heh heh ; yeahs xD

20. Have u ever wished u could have someone but messed it up?
- yes, that feeling sucks.

21. Have u ever broken a heart?
- sorry =x

22. If one day ur best friend fell in love with d boy u are deeply in love with, what would u do?
- i don`t wanna think of it mans.

23. Are u missing someone right now?
- =D

Name 5 friends u want them to do this survey:
whoever want to do this, just copy and paste and do it yeahs xD

2006-11-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

i am so NOT looking forward to my birthday.
~~how wonderful my good friends are~~.
sometimes friends just screw me up totally.
oh boy; one incident after another.
whats wrong with you people?!
you people just say things without thinking.
all of your hurtful words. ~~fuck it~~.
i seriously don`t understand why i trusted and care for my friends so much.
if you all are my good friends, you all won`t be doing all these..
cracking jokes to a certain limits please~

you will always be my baby boy(:

2006-11-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

DEARDEAR came over & waited for me to prepare =x
went out at around 3,4 plus.
went east coast for BESTIE's bbq.
took cab down to bugis at 5plus.
~~sort of quarrel along the way~~
slowly; everything turns fine(:
walk around the building & walk around bugis street too :D
happy shopping; heh xD

DEARDEAR bought his bottoms.
he bought me a small christmas tree & a small sling bag. thanks lots<3s
i bought myself a shorts & a top too(:
kind of broke now too ?
went back whitesand at 8plus.
waited for MUMMY to end work & DADDY fetch us back home.
slack at house downstairs till 10plus.
dead tired now =\ going off soon after chatting awhile on msn.
nights people!

HAPPY 6 MONTHS #1 AIAIS ; GER & NANA! muahs!

& yeahs; thanks WEIJIkorkor; WEIQIANGpig; WENNmama; MICHbaobei & others for yesterday night(:

you are the one that i will never let go.

2006-11-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

you people are driving me real crazy, real nuts.

somehow i wish to be isolated
somehow i wish i do not exist.
somehow i wish no one cares.
somehow i wish i am all alone.
somehow i wish the world is much better without me.
somehow i wish the smiles can all be true.
somehow i wish the words can all be trusted.
somehow i wish everyone is real to me.
somehow i wish there isn`t any backstabbers and two-face peeps around.
somehow i wish the world is all fine and happy.
somehow i wish i can always be that naive.
somehow i wish i would not grow up.
somehow i wish my everyday will be so happy.
somehow i wish the dictionary dose not exist friends, hurt, tears, love, past.
somehow i wish everyone could get out of my life.
somehow i wish i could be stress-free.
somehow i wish everything will be oever when i open my eyes.
somehow i wish those awful thoughts go away.
somehow i wish i would not need to suffer any pain.
somehow i wish nothing has ever happen.
somehow i wish i aren`t shattered.
somehow i wish i did not care at all.
somehow i wish i could take a break from everything.
somehow i wish i aren`t senstive at all.
somehow i wish someone understands everything.
somehow i wish the world will be fine at this very moment.
somehow i wish i can be strong & no tears seen.
somehow i wish i am lock in a corner where no one can find me.
somehow i wish i am gone from this miserable place.
somehow i wish i can be real free.
somehow i wish.. everything has a full stop; dead.

those naive thoughts..

bring me back to the land of smiles.

2006-11-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

oh crap; my body is really weak =how many times must i be sick in a month?!
~~giddy, headaches, vomit.~~ yucks!
didn`t attend school yesterday & today.
going off to the doc soon x(
yawns zz

mummy has been complaining about all the teddy bears in my room xD
no more bears this year round? no way ~ =x
gona pack up my stuffs in my room real soon(:
& i notice that most of the class chalets are on the 20th/21st of nov?
LOL!
and somehow my holiday plan is ruined, cca..
oh well, sfy is nearing =
i am like talking about random things, my head is spinning.
poof~! off to the doc now(:

tell me that everything is going to fine; will you?

2006-11-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

went IKEA with WEENINGmummie & MICHELLEbaobei(:
just some random pics :D

book shelves; other furnitures' pictures deleted =x

pictures of US plus the furnitures =D

i love her ; thanks for everything BAOBEI(:

my dearest WEENINGmummie :D

& yeahs ; ME =D

HA! i had lots of fun =]
went tiong bahru plaza for awhile, bought some stuffs.
went back bedok BK for dinner.
slack till around 8plus & went home with BAOBEI(:
sent her down later on, came back home :D

time now is 1.45am(: nites !

i will be praying for an angel to look upon you :]

2006-11-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

DAD went to collect my report book.
my results are ~~horrible; sucks~~.
~~my tears are splashing down~~.
i disappoint them once again; again & again..
~~i really wonder why teachers love to assume things~~.
why can`t i make them proud instead.
somehow i just felt unready for next year.
got to really buck up i guess.
i really wish to prove others wrong.
STOP assuming things please, for god sake~
i seriously hate it~ DAMN.

get the ~~fuck~~ hell out of my life!

you are still the one that never fail to make my life a beautiful one(:

2006-11-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

was feeling all xinku since yesterday.
those ~~pain~~, holyshit~
went singapore city gallery yesterday for excursion.
not bad afterall =]
didn`t attend school today.
sore throat ; big ulcer ; body ache
OUCH!
MC for 2 days ; thanks WEENINGmummy & MICHELLEbaobei(:
HA! i gona drink more water & sleep more :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEELING KE AI <3s

missing you like a mad woman =\

2006-10-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

went out to celebrate MICHELLEbaobei's birthday today.
i am lazy to elaborate.
i miss DEARDEAR; he will be busy for his upcoming O-LEVEL x(
i let out some tears, i miss 3/4.
i seriously wonder what the class will be next year.
i miss them, i truely do.
looking at the class photo can really make me tears too.
those good memories we had.
KOR will not be able to be there to walk over to me;
& make me smile when i am down like what he always did.
BIGBABY will not be able to crap with me in class especially when WENN is not around.
its weird to not see CHICKO in class after 3 years too..
the girls will not be able to crap and joke with me in class =(
MEI, please take care too alrights(:
why let the good times end so fast..?
aren`t it suppose to be 42 students next year too?
everything just seems to start yesterday & it just ended.
oh boy, this ~~sucks~~ too much.
& i can`t accept the fact still.
more typing means more tears, i shall stop here now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE BAOBEI(:

time now ; 1.02am

don`t ask me take of myself.
i want you to be the one taking care of me.

2006-10-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

didn`t post since wednesday.
& yeahs, school ended yesterday; not really a good day afterall.
i was ~~pissed & hurt~~ by that biased freak =~~cher~~, how much do you understand me inside out?!
being adult, you are doing this? such a low-class act.
gees, i wonder what have i offended you; being labelled be you.
the feeling isn't good especially when i know i have done nothing wrong.
assume things & point fingers at me, saying things beind me.
don`t judge me alrights.
screwed ~!

it has been a wonderful year with 3/4(:
i miss those peeps that are leaving.
especially the 6 of you.
we still manage to survive this year,
despite the countless troubles we have gone through.
anyway,best of luck everyone :D

if ever one day you are unhappy;
i will cry a river & give ou see the reflection of US :D

2006-10-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

school is super boring today..
TIRED X(
swensens is super delicious,yummy! xD
tomorrow is counted as the last day of school i guess.
sighs; though i dislike 3/4 at the beginning of the year.
but somehow the bond is there already.
well, let`s see how it goes yahs.
update next time, yawns zz

HAPPY GINA AH LIAN DARLING(:

i just want you to be happy :D

2006-10-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

woke up by DEARDEAR's call x)
chat on the phone till 12plus.
went to bath after that; do finish my stuffs & went downstairs to meet MICHELLEbaobei :D
when reaching mrt, saw KENNETHdaddie!
had a long chat with him, i miss him so much laaa :D
the very first time i encounter with a friend's death..
felt shock & sad i guess.
accompandy DADDIE to wait for his friends.
& off me & BAOBEI to vivo city!
what can i say, its a big big shopping mall, lols!
not as bad as what some of them say(:
shop around, was tempted by so many stuffs, $_$ =x

set off to century sqaure after that.
took neorpints & bought my stuffs.
by then it was already 6plus, chiong home; my goong starting at 7! LOL
manage to chiong in time, reach home at around 7.05(:
after watching, slack around & we decided to go the pasamalan nearby.
we bought a pair of cute footwear each & some food.
didn`t bring enough money, saw a familar face & borrow 20cents from him.HA!
afterwhich, slowly walk back home.
eat eat eat, fat =x
accompany BAOBEI go bus-stop at 10plus.
went home slack after that, yeahs.

so fun to go out with you la BAOBEI;
thanks once again,love you to the bits, muahmuah!
next time got things can tell me, or ask me accompany you okays!

i am in deep love with my DAZHUTOU =x
jiayou jiayou!

2006-10-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

this week has been so slack.
attend school for 2 days this week.
i doubt there will be much lessons next week too.
got back the combined results today.
my pure geo marks was horrible, kind of not fair man.
but whatever it is, since i was on mc that day =strive for next year!

torn & hurt; was really diaster for the past two days.
feeling much better today(:
felt delighted & all!
started talking to dad too :]

MICHELLEbaobei; thanks for today & everything <3s

i want to stay by your side;
watching you smile at me :D

2006-10-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

went out with JOANsister to katong ktv & sing(:
woots, was fun :D
she came my house till 8plus.
DEARDEAR came before that. we pei her to interchange and wait for bus.
then come back again, DEARDEAR left at 10plus which was not long ago.

for the first time i felt that my family is screwed up..
though nothing much did happen but my heart was all hurt and torn.
if you want me to be independent.
don`t pamper me and make me depend on others from young.
don`t treat me so good when i isolate from you both.
fuck it; screwed..
wait till i calm myself down i guess =\

i love you to every single bits.
you know me from inside out(:

2006-10-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

was feeling ~~horrible~~ since last night.
my flu worsten ; been coughing the whole of yesterday.
damn the haze =\
whatsmore, i ate kfc for lunch =x
didn't attend school today.
woke up at 1plus.
mummy & daddy accompanied me to polyclinic.
the doctor gave 2 days mc but kind of usless.
tomorrow is school holiday anyway, so yars.
had my medicine,despite having the medicine bieng so digusting =\
oh well, i felt better now(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOYNAMUMMY;DENISE/MEIHUA MEIS!

yesterday was our three months(:
weets! it was great having you as an important person in my life.
ny life is happier and more meaningful.
simply because i have you around :D
iloveyou*

2006-10-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

thanks to a scary encouter last night.
i was all scare, thanks peeps esp WENN; DARRENbaobeikor & DEARDEAR(:
don`t wish to mention that again =i don`t ever want to go out and come home alone if possible x(
had a nightmare; i jumped; shouted and woke up 0,0
never mind about that.
so chatted on the phone after waking up.
message with DEARDEAR too(:
went online and contact back with JASON; my p6 bestie.
it`s been so long since we last contact, chatted on the phone with him :D
hang at around 2, had a nice time chatting with him(:
went to bath after hanging up.
prepare & everything, waited for WENN to come & fetch me :D

went down to bugis & had mos burger for lunch.
shop around after that.
saw so many things that i want laaaaaa =flowers! specialise crystal glass! bearbears! blah blah blah x) my wishlist seems to be longer each day=x
see already so happy, if only i have MONEY! $_$
was so bored today, kind of spoilt mood too =went back bedok in the evening. sort of aruge with WENN, sorry nah =x
go back bedok and meet my GIRLFRIENDS. pass RAYNA#1aiai present.
share with MICHbaobei de(:

slack around, pei YANHONGginadarling to wait for her paernts & send WENN to bus stop.
left me,BAOBEI & DARLING.
so we slack around, went princess mac slack till 9plus.
pei DARLING go wait for bus then me and BAOBEI go find JOANsister(:
thanks BAOBEI, pei me till so late. xie xie ni! MUACKS!waited for her after work & had kfc for dinner!
damn hungry okays, wait so long, ha! we keep talk and talk.. LOL
me and SISTER pei BAOBEI go wait for bus then come my house.

talk non-stop la we both, just like last time =]
sweet memories(: the girl that never fail to crap with me. thanks for being here for mei(:
don`t ever drift apart again mans =she let me realise that for that period of time when i change.
people that cares, were hurt.
but well, i change for the better now(:
send SISTER downstairs at 12plus when her mum arrived.
come back home, bath & online.
decided to close one earhole and one nose piercing =yeahs, going out with WENN & BAOBEI in the afternoon.
meeting DEARDEAR after that(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNA#1AIAI & SARAHMEI(:

now time is 1.50am(:

you never fail to make me smile.
sweeten(:

2006-10-13T15:20:00.000+08:00

WOOTS :D
end of year examinations is finally OVER(:
but i kind of down with flu, wtf x(
but being free from those sucky exams are something to be happy about.
cheers !
but think again, the results aren't out till monday =oh well, enjoy this weekend people ! LOL
i felt that i have done my best this time round.
~~causing me to be all stress up and sick~~ x(
but sometimes putting in effort does not mean getting back good results?
just hope i will be delighted on monday instead of the other way round.
god bless me :D *cross fingers* =x
and i am so gona go out tomorrow.
i miss those shopping trips ='(
buy me all the stuffs, anyone? =x

somehow i am still wondering why people change that easily.
the way they treat you may be so much different one day later.
i may seem to not being bother about comments made about me.
but deep inside. i care ALOT more than you expect.
not that there is someone that i referring to.
is just general thoughts that are on my mind(:
and yeahs, somehow i wish to know how you look towards me.
living day by day. the thoughts faded slowly..
tomorrow is a better day,a brighter day,a bigger sunshine.
bring me to eternal land and i will give you eternity smiles.

thanks for being there for me all these worth my dearest(:
hope your effort of teaching me pay off=x
3months coming; dazhutou! with loves*

2006-09-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

okays ; just to infrom you guys.
everything is fine and okay now(:
thanks people! :D
but i will still online lesser, depending.
i will mostly off my hp when i am revising.
i will call back after that alrights =]
just have to endure for 2 more weeks, yeahyeah !
going out to study with WENN tomorrow(:
once again, good luck people !
sometimes i can't resist myself from blogging.
LOL!
nights people ~ ! with loves*

WENN, though life sucks for you now.
bear with it okays, everything will be fine after that.
lets endure together and go happy after exmas(:
i am looking forward to those happy times!
smile okays,muacks!

YANHONGgina, cheer up okays!
take lots of care.
anything ring me up, i am here for you(:
iloveyou~

easily and sweetly contented(:
iloveyou stupid-er gonggong!
i just thank you for everything.
you change my life to a beautiful one :D
muah muah !

2006-09-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since i last blog.
this will be probably be the last post for now.
will update when EOY is over(:
EOY starts this friday and ends on the 13th of oct.
13th the friday, ewwww =\
whatever it is, get it over and i am FREEEEEEE, woots!
at least a break from studies? LOL!
bless me & give me good results :D
all the best people ! =]
STUDY STUDY STUDY ; EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS ; BANGBANGBANG !

okays, i lost control of myself earlier on just now and my tears just drop.
i made this decision but perhaps me, myself could not take it.
i am weird . out of mind , whatever you call that.
~~i didn't expect you to walk away..~~
i am not going to write in details. i am just confuse of myself.
what i wish to do now is just get on with it, survive for another 1month plus.
after that, everything will be just fine, i hope so? =\

thanks for all the concern peeps(:

WENN ; let me be foolish and get on with it.
and let's chiong and get good grades :D loves*

WEIJIkorkor,REDUZANbigbaby,KUNSHENGahgong,PEIJIEmei & etc ;
thanks for just now, i am fine, you people are great !cheers *

MIA MIA MIA
contact me in school okays, my handphone will be off most of the times.
will online lesser too =] sorries for inconvience, i want to be alone..
take care people!
will be back once exams end. =D

cross my heart, stab it bled.

2006-09-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

IT'S GOING TO BE VERY LONG =\

gees ; been busy busy nowadys =so many stuffs happening; i am getting more & more sensitive.
small little things could afftect me greatly. i had too much, enough of everything..
being stress up by people around. the feeling is horrible; isn't great at all.
i just wish to put a BIG fullstop to it & end everything.
all these crap and horrible mess.
i am going to be more selfish.
ignore those people that are causing me hurt.
treating people the way the treated me.
you treat me good; i am more than happy to treat you back the same way.
you treat me bad; don't blame me for being nasty, DON'T PISS ME OFF!
i am going nuts ; going crazy.

people pushing me to my limits. i miss my happy old times.
those were the days without any worries and hurt.
just full of laughters and smiles.
give me back my happiness.
i need no pity; i need no care.
leave me alone and i am greatly thankful.
which girl does not want to be pampreded, cared & loved?
i am just one of them.
i want to be cared and not wanting attention; i aren't one attention seeker .
just put it this way, if you are anyone out that that dislikes me, let it be.
though i hate the feeling of being hated.
but what can i do? no one can please every single one.its just that impossible.
human are all the same. no one is perfect.

who are your real friends that will stay by you and not turning their backs to you?
whose words can you trust?
who can you tell your sorrows to?
who will always be ther for you?
who can gurantee that there will not be any conflicts between the two of you so that your secret won't be leak out one day?
once you step out of your house, walking out to the outside world.
everything seems so dangerous..
i really sometimes wonder who can i really belive and trust.
nothings stay the same. who knows what will happen many years down the road.
i might be hating the one i have been on good terms with at the next moment.
human are selfish, usually all the care is themselves.
everyone has their problems.
they just wish to find someone and say out everything that has been kept inside their hearts, hoping that someone will cheer them up and help them.
it isn't wrong but at least care the people around you. you aren't the only one whom got problems, spare a thoght for others.

life may be sucky to us at times but well, its life.
we still must live with it, bearing with everything.
just like me, my life sucks for this period of time.
i am stress out, i am tired and sick of stuffs aound.
who want to feel this way? who in their right mind will?
people are getting emo. more and more people are labelled as being emo.
it simply meant that more people are feeling down, their life sucks.
it isn't funny to be labelled as emo.
you don't even know what they are going through.
see how people around can be that seflish? get wad i mean?
alrights, i ma be one of the emo and so? whats the big fuss about.
seeing others suffer make you happy?
you are sick, consult a doctor.
i am just full of things to say..
it shows how much i have bear and move on with it.
the sorrows and pain, numb in the heart.
stop pushing me please..

though there are so many sick people around.
i still wanna thanks those who are by my side =]
more than words to say. i owe you all a BIG thankyou.
though i still felt miserable deep inside.i still have to accept this.
all these are just part of growing up. its life.
i have no idea when will i be happy again which i am hoping every single day.
felt pointless and meaningless sometimes.
alrights, i just need to move on, i have to.
there are too many things in my life that break me down.
i guess i aren't the only one , yeahs?
i just hope everything gets better and not getting worst as time pass by.

EOY is nearing, i got to study and more study.
who will want bad results? i know i don't=]
till the next time when i am free, i will update again.
all the best people !
i am looking forward to the holidays =i am looking forward to my birthday.LOL
i am looking forward to receive my good results >< hope so?
i am looking forward to the wonderful future!
and alot more =D

last but not least; i love you baby.
you meant more than anything. thank you for being here(:
you make my life brighten than before.
if isn't for you, my life will be still the same 3 years ago.ha!
you are my future, my smile, my beautiful rainbow.
muah muah ! the words go on...

I AM FINALLY DONE =X TAKE CARE PEOPLE !

2006-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

suppose to go out with WENN but she sick =went out with 2 of my GIRLFRIENDS instead(:
MICHbaobei & YANgina came and fetch me, lovelove!
went centurysqaure; walk around and took neoprints.
met WENN awhile, down to bugis to buy bags :D
hangbags for school, hers white ; mine pinkish.
went back after that.
waited for DEAR at bedok mrt platform.
MICHbaobei came and find us when i was buying my whiteshoes at bata.
had longjohns for dinner =x yummyyummy*
fastfood fever, later sick then see what to do . LOL
went home after that & DEAR slack till 10plus and went off.
just love spending time & talking happily with DEAR.
our crap and laughters, thanks BABY.
~~i hate it when the both of us are feeling shrugs ='(~~

WENN ;
xie xie ni for always being there(:
especially just now, thanks MAMA :D
yeahs, i have to accept those changes i guess.
no other choices x(
yesyes, we have each other, always will be!
don't ever leave me alone hor! x)
once sistars, always sistars.
2years5months+ & counting on !
& what you mean by i used to be so sweet, i always is =x
went to read my past posts too & i really did change alot. HA!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIAHUI :D

time now is 12.25am

you make me smile WIDE =D

2006-09-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

life is like ~~a pile of shit~~; MEIYAN is right saying this..
people around me are changing into something that no word can describle.
how ~~horrible~~ have they change.
life as a teenager can be such a ~~pain~~.
my heart Ms>torn and ~~hurts~~ whenever people around are like this.
how selfish can they be.
only thinking about themselves.
being the good person every single time can really kills myself.
they take me for granted once, twice. it's never-ending.
thats human nature, take things for granted..
it's tiring.
it's them whom make me ~~hate~~, make me tired.
just can't everyone get the ~~fuck~~ out of my sight?
get out of my life !
can't you people just wake up and look at how you all have changed?
i have so much to say .
so many things kept inside unsaid.
it's irriating, it's frustating, it's fucking hell.
i have a nasty temper, yes.
but i have give in so much to friends around me.
they are just driving me crazy.
they are always snatching away my smiles, forcing me with tears.
but well, i have no reason to hate them.
hating is tiring and i am tired enough..
ask me no question, i am fine, will be(:
i just need a break some space to vent my anger and heres the place.
unhappy, please leave, thanks~

bring back my smiles please.

2006-09-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

comp reformatted =now all my stuffs are GONE; boooo x(
been down with flu for the 4th day.
thanks to those tempting yuumy food. HA
i am so boredddddd .
left pathetic few days to school reopen & i have done only a few hw =feeling so tired cause of the medicine, slpslpslp.
been blogging lesser, lazy =x

i can't survive without the existence of you(:

2006-09-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

didn't online for the past few days.
my comp is infected with too many virus =didn't clear them at all =x
can't remember what happen for the past few days as usual..

o1o9o6
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIMI & WENYING(:

o2o9o6
HAPPY ONE YEAR DARLINGS; YANHONG(GINA) & GER(BABY) =]
HAPPY ONE YEAR BAOBEIS; MICH & JOAN =]

o3o9o6
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BOY, ILOVEYOU ; HAPPY SWEET 16, MUACKS!

o4o9o6
HAPPY 50TH DAY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEJINGMEI :D

o5o9o6
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANDA KOR & CHRISTINE(:

now at gina's house(:
going off soon~ lala .

it will be eternity(:

2006-08-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

i am backkkk (:
this week is short, 4 days of schooling.
& here comes my not-so-wonderful holidays.
my file is filled with holiday assignments ='(
same old boring school days for the past 4 days.
as usual, i can't remember what happen =x

was super late today x(
me & WENN only got into a cab at 7plus.
rush down to school and since it's raining;
morning assmebly started late, phew~ $5wasted, grrr!
ACES day progamme was cancelled due to the rain, boredddddd
had the colours awards thingy in the hall till 10plus.
freezing cold but thanks DEAR for your sweater, heh *grins* :D
had our recess after that, like what the hell.
can't eat because all the table are occupied, bought snacks to eat, that's all.
took back our report book after recess, kind of okay i guess, hmms.
pure geography shock me & i really had to thanks ms foong for those retests =x
got to buck up and improve for all my subjects!! I MUST ARLIGHTS.
the nearing EOY is scaring me =had a so-call 2 free periods of maths & 2 periods of ss.
& off we go. weeees~
took cab home since KHEI pay =x
went interchange with MUMMY & DADDY.
bought my stuffs, thanks MUMMY :D
i rather scarfice my sleeping time for shopping with MUMMY. LOLX)
i just reach home not long, & yeahs, my holiday is finally here ! *cheers*

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WENQI & LOUISKOR ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMMY & XINGYUANKOR(:

my sweetie dearest; ilu(:

2006-08-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to blog today =sometimes it's hard to hide stuffs.
it will be reveal eventually one fine day.
life is like a ~~pile of shit~~ at times.
but, why bother & make your life more miserable?
i am thankfully i have people whom understand me.
those who care and bother?
love you all; you know who you are(:
i am really looking forward to the september holidays.
i need a breakkkkk..

the one that understands me deep inside(:

2006-08-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

me & WENN were earlier this week,lols!
wemt bugis(again), took neorpints;bought our stuffs & everything.
went down to somerset after that.
met DEAR at CINE, had kfc for lunch/dinner(:
shop around heren too, took neorpints with DEAR x)
decided to went off at 8plus.
WENN went home while me and DEAR went valley8 to look for YANHONGgina & others.
went off at 9plus; home sweet home.

feeling kind of shrugs..
i hate to think back, i hate to look back.
i hate the feeling of being hate;before or now.
i am sensitive, YES I AM.
& yeahs, i am just who the ~~fuck~~ i am.
take it or leave it.
everything is screwed, everyone is full of problems.
~~what a wonderful life is zz~~
i sometimes really wonder what on earth have i turn into.
& obviously, i have change from what i used to be in the past.
arghs, just some rubbish-spolit-mood thoughts.

time now is 12.33am

let me sweeten your life(:

2006-08-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

back to blogging(:
going to online lesser than before already; for some reasons.
one of it is because i want to study.
another is well, friends x(
as i say in my previous post, i felt like a victim of them zz
okays, whatever :D
i got almost all my results & failed 2; elective history & combine science.
chemistry ~~sucks big time~~, screwed zz
i did try to complete the worksheets 2 days ago using almost 2hours T_T
nothing much happen, i can't really remember what happen =x

WENN came & fetch me once again since only the 2 of us going school together.
met BENDAN at central(:
walk to school, weees~!
after school, accompany DEAR till he had to go back school.
me & WENN were doing homework :D
DEAR bought cheese fries, muhahah x)
the stupid strong wind ruin my worksheets!
some of my worksheets landed on those delicious cheese fries.
i hope those worksheets do not have the smell ehs =x LOL!
after DEAR left, took 21 to WENN's house.
slack around, look at our past neoprints, blah blah.
basically we are like 'siaocharbos' the whole day x)
laughing like mad & enjoying ourselves, heeh!
went back at around 8 plus & reach home at around 9plus.
bath & everything, ONLINE(:

not going to online often i guess.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY REDUZANbigbaby, DADDY & QIRONG(:

we will do everything together as ONE:D

2006-08-21T17:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday
DEAR came but i was sleeping.
DADDY woke me up & open door for him. ha!
he accompany me the whole afternoon :D
yeahs, was funfunfun & he went off at 7plus, boooo x(
stay at home the whole day.

today
WENN came & fetch me again. heh
went central to meet BENDAN, was abit ~~shrugs~~ zz
wasn't a good day afterall.
1.50,the bell rang & school ended :D
didnt know BENDAN was outside classroom till some of them told me x)
he pass me 'ZAIZAI' lala .
please take care alrights(:
went back inter with WENN & ate lunch, walk around.
felt better after receving BENDAN's call when eating xD
accompany MUMMY eat before going home.

sometimes, i felt like i am a victim of my friends.
everyone seems to have problems, oh well~
all i can do is lend a listening ear(:

we will laugh like there's no tomorrow(:

2006-08-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

woke up at around 12plus.
went out at only 4plus, thanks to that chubbyWENN x(
every single time without fail; super late everytime zz
so yeahs.
saw ALEX at the bus interchange, talk awhile & left.
YANHONG#darling & MICHELLEbaobei left before we reach century sqaure.
played rock fever & bought our studs.
went down to bugis after that.
saw TOMMY,FERRIS,KAIMENG & friends on the way to bugis street(:
so we walk around & all.
had dinner at the coffee shop oppsite swensens.
our very first time eating at coffee shop during weekend outties.HA!
nothing proud of also.LOL
went back building & walk walk.
went cold storage,play around & we are like mad kids =x
had so much fun & laughters x)
bought food(which i can't remember how they are spelt;LOL)from breadpapa.
ate & slack at the stairs near mrt.
went back at around 9.
waited for MUMMY to end her work & we walked back home together(:
online and all till 11plus.
went down & have a chat with DELIkor till around 12.30.
alot of thihgs to say after 3years & yeahs, 3 years is LONGGGGGG~
many things happen & there is too much to say, so yeahs x)
gona wash up & all, i am tired, nights people(:
time now is 1.08am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RODNEY, JASON, JOEYTAI & GERALD :D

for what you do, i trust & believe(:

2006-08-18T19:35:00.000+08:00

usual routine in the morning(:
was hoping the time will forward to 12.40pm.
& yeahs, the bell rang & not long later, saw BENDAN already :D
accompany WENN to central to take bus.
walk to BENDAN's house after that.
did my maths while waiting for DEAR to finish his stuffs.
saw JOYCELYN before & after we left. ha!
bought fries at MACS ; saw miss chua & mrs low =x
ate my fries in the bus, yummy :D
reach home, slack around.
DEAR accompany me till around 6plus & he had to leave.
thanks for all the fun & laughters.
it's been a great day today(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBINKOR!

the promise of neverbeapart<3

2006-08-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

met BENDAN at central in the morning again & this time we girls are late=x
be exact, is KHEI late. muhaha x)
first period was writing.
my writing book is somewhere under the table.
lazy to dig out everything under my table.
so went outside & sit to write zzz
was concentrating in class today(:
last two period; history test.
i mess up all the points,it kills alot of my brain cells.LOL
my head hurts, brain crush, ha!just hope that i will pass >,<
BENDAN came down & find me awhile and went back for his class.
while me & WENN took bus 17 back home.
came home & slept till around 5.
online online :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM KOR(:

my sweetest eye candy<3

2006-08-16T19:47:00.000+08:00

met that BENDAN in the morning at central, together with WENN;KHEI&WANJUN.
normal lessons & all.
after school went bedok to have lunch with WENN.
slack at inter till around 6 & went home.

time flies & yeahs, it's been one month(:
thanks for every single thing; stupidBENDAN !
& thanks people for the wishes & all :D

show me what's long lasting :D

2006-08-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

receive a call from DELIkor yesterday night..
lost contact for quite some time.
he updated me on his current situation & i sense my tears dropping..
chatted about the past and everything; i miss those somehow(:
hang up & WENN called after awhile.
chatted awhile & yeahs, this time my tears just flow down unknowingly.
i have been thinking alot, way too much i guess..it's always the past that makes one tears.
whatsmore; i am afraid of losing DEAR one day & this add on to my cryingT_T
thankfully i have this great BENDAN & yeahs, he calm me down :D
cried for that bloody 2 hours till my eyes were tired & i went to sleep.

WENN came & fetch me as usual. went sch tgt along with WANJUNbestie.
i was okay at that time but once i reach school, it changes..
was very ~~moody~~ & i kept very quiet which was very unlikely of me usually.
i kept my mouth shut till WEIJIkor came & talk to me :D
slowly, my mood gets better, yeahs.
went dance & was dizzy halfway through.
vommitted & rest till it ended.
tat BENDAN gave me a surprise, appearing in front of me at the school bus-stop.
weeeees ; thanks DEAR(:
sent me home , along with MICHELLEbaobei(:
sorries for waiting =x
so yeahs, back home at around 8 plus. hurhur ~
& WENN, cheer up alrights :D you still got me !

sorry & thankyou for today;
WENN .KHEI .YVONNE .MEIYAN .YANHONG#1darling .MICHELLEbaobei .REDUZANbigbaby. WEIJIbestkorkor & of cause, my deartestBENDAN(: and etc =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIMING :D

i love you till the last breathe(: one more day!

2006-08-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

WENN came & fetch me in the morning(:
weeees~! i slowly take my time & went down.
when i reach downstairs, she just reach too :D
chatted while walking to mrt. funfun*
school was okay, as usual school day.
got back history common test. weeees~
glad that DEAR asked me to revise that day.
didn't disappoint myself & him . HA!
but i am still sad over my chemistry marks; ~~bloody zero~~

went back bedok with WENN & ZHIYUAN to have our lunch.
crap & everything(:
& they call me a hua chi zzz
i hate the feeling of missing someone, it's torturing x(
reach home at about 5 plus.
yawns, i am tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA & XIAOLING BAOBEI :D

make this love last & forever; 2moredays<3

2006-08-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

i am damn bored now zz
back to school tomorrow & i am still in the holiday mood =x
FIREWORKS ! aren't gona forget yesterday(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUMEI BESTIE!

the feeling of LOVE ;3moredays(:

2006-08-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

went out with my lovely GIRLFRIENDS today(:
MICHELLEbaobei came & fetch me first.
met the others at bedok mrt platform.
went bugis; collected the puzzle :D
had swensens, yummy ~ ! waited for ESTHERdear to come.
headed to the neoprint shop, yeahs x)
went off soon after that.
they headed to TM while i wait at the platform for BENDAN & WENN.
went marina bay, wanted to walk to merlionpark but the shortcut was blocked.

walk till halfway, walk back again to mrt there.
waited for ZHIYUAN& co plus DEAR's friends.
all late late, rushrush*
walked till the road there when we are stuck.
9pm ; fireworks start already(:
SUPER NICE CAN! the nicest i have seen so far , weeeees~!
thanks DEAR(: it wouldn't be the same without you there(:
so tried to walk our way out after that.
slacked at somewhere near those buildings & we met an drunk uncle? HA
crap & all . finally went off to bedok.
had our dinner there & DEAR walked me home.
just so fun today ; heeh xD weeeeeees~!

our promises ; our love <3

2006-08-11T12:20:00.000+08:00

i didn't went to school.
because the pain is killing me x(
i could only stay in the same position so that it won't hurts.
seeing doctor in the afternoon.
got to go ; take care people~

HAPPY BIRTHDAE KUANTING SISTAR! MUACKSSSS!

we will always stay like this:D

2006-08-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

i am finally backkkk (:

8th of August; TUESDAY

we had our very own PRCS IODL
it's a very great show put up :D
congrats to the winners!
was feeling sick in the hall already.
feverfever plus bodyache ='(
BENDAN send me home(:
pei me all the way to 4 plus, thanks<3
went out again at around 6plus, meet ZHIYUAN at my house downstaris.
walked to bedok mrt and waited for WENN.
set off to tampines & bought stuffs.
rushed to raffles, pack with people there.
walked to merlion park & waited till 9 for the FIREWORKS !
DAMN SUPER BEAUTIFUL CAN?! =DD
after that went marina sqare; meet DANIELdar awhile.
went back bedok with ZHIYUAN while WENN went back home.
had our dinner, i ate fish porridge as promise to BENDAN(:
~~no fast food & heaty food~~
walked home after that & reached around 11plus.
slept before 1.

9th of August ; WEDNESDAY

HAPPY 41TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(:
slept till BENDAN came.
ask me wake up & eat abit.
was having fever & body hurts..
had sweeten bittertea.HA x) you didnt bluff me
so prepare and everything, as usual; slowly do.LOL
then met YANHONGdarling and others at mrt.
went marina bay.
but halfway; decided to go esplande.
meet WEIQIANG & others at there.
no fireworks seen, dots!
went off at around 8,9 plus.
me & BENDAN left for orchard(:
took neoprints and bought our midnight show tickets ;
'too fast too furious; toyko drfit'
we had 3hours to spend before the movie start.
sat at ngee ann city & chatted(:
say everything out; yeahs xD felt so free now.
time flies ehs ; walk back to CINE at 1plus.
and yeahs, the show is SUPER NICE :D
slack outside CINE till 5 & walk to the mrt station.
my body hurts like hell ; mans.
thanks for the whole of this day,muacks!

10th of August ; THRUSDAY

reach home finally at 7plus.
slept till 5plus.
my body is killing me.
painnnnn .
it's getting more pain since tuesday.CRAP
going off real soon; dying..

i am sure you are the one i love(:

heres the fireworks ; not so clear though. LOL

2006-08-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

got back chemistry paper & i scored ~~zero~~ zz
almost cried mans, how ~~pathetic~~ can i be, sighs.
time pass quite fast today.
after school went whitesands with WENN & had lunch at cavana.
bought our stuffs at popular. went down to simei to bought stuffs too.
took mrt back home(:

chatted with WENN while eating just now.
okays, i am seriously missing the past.
those friends i had ; the fun i once had.i miss them especially HER.
the one whom i cared and worries most, sighs.
& i really hope you are doing fine(:
i am glad i will still be able to see some of them in the morning at the mrt there.
simple greetings ; smiles(:
while walking home just now, saw GUO EN too.
& yeahs ; we smile at each other while walking past each other.
these are the friends that see me grow and everything.
everything now and then, i will thought of them.
just wish to thank them every single time for everything:D

GOOD LICK PEEPS FOR TOMORROW PRCS IDO(:

it's all worthwhile now(:

2006-08-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

gees ; slept at 6.30 in the morning, yawns zz
I very wu xim de okays xD
so woke up in the afternoon when KUANTINGsistar called.
she drop my house & as usual; we start our crapping(:
forever never-ending things to talk with her.
though we seldom meet already but the closeness is still the same :D
gees ; I miss her alot xD

while chatting halfway ; BENDAN called.
gave me a surprise visit. kakas x)
sistar left not long later.
ordered MACS for lunch and wrong food given zz
gona try not to give MACS next week ; too much of it scares me =x
feeling real ~~agitated~~ of some stuffs just now.
i am so glad that BENDAN was there to calm me down(:
accompanied me till around 7 plus and go off =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIAYNA(:
sorries ; couldn't make it to you chalet x(

as long as i had you right beside me(:

2006-08-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

yawns ; woken up by messages again.
& i am having bodyache; ouch!
WENN came at ard 4 & went down tampines mall.
had mos burger for lunch & played rock fever.
cabbed down to bugis junction(: WENN pay=x
bought our stuffs & walk around.
went home at 8plus :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAZWAN(:

my heart seems to be pumping sweets xD

2006-08-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

school was okay :D
had CCA at 2.30pm ; time pass real fast today.
didn't really have much comments about dance today though.
my mind is in a mess; i can't concentrate.
i apologised for that before i left(:
& BENDAN came and fetch me home :D

~~quarrels~~; ~~arugments~~ . i hate them.
it breaks my hearts.
but it's those that make us go stronger xD

you & me <3

2006-08-03T17:28:00.000+08:00

been blogging daily since the day i start this blog(:
got back the results for phyics and maths common test.
though i pass both but the results aren't that good ='(
~~crap~~ i want HIGHHIGH marks xD
nothing much today, hmmms.

somehow,i have learnt to look things at a postive view.
it's better this way, it will make my life better and happier(:
sometimes at that point of time, i am unable to think of the brighter side.
but; as i calm down, things look better as i think again.
being pampered too much cause me to depend on others alot.
i tend to get things the way i want it to be.
and whenever things crop up or don't go the way i want it to,
it ~~affects~~ me ALOT x(
oh well, nothing bad has happen, i just felt like blogging all these.
cheers *

i am looking forward to next week programme; the 3 days of fun; right WENN? XD arblabla~ !

i realise how much you meant to me :D

2006-08-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

I am kind of lazy to blog today.
was feeling veryyyyy tired x(
reach home at 5plus, slept till 8plus.
chatted on phone with BENDAN.
boooo ; it was an understanding afterall, blehs!
had my dinner while talking; didn't eat much though.
bath and everything; came online for awhile.
going off real soon, yups.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERVINpapa/bro ; TINGTING & SYAFIQA (:
best wishes people. WITH LOVES *

you stand an important place in my heart(:

2006-08-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

all common tests are over already, like finally! :D
as usual, wait till get back results then decide what to do.
have some faith in myself >,<
today maths, kind of bang cause of the circles i guess.
should be able to pass but with dull colours ='(
no CCA today, so went back home with WANJUN(:
we fell asleep on the way and i woke up just in time. HA!
the weather sucks, so warm lo! despite the rain in the afternoon just now.
gees, crap crap x(

i miss you more than anything *

2006-07-31T13:14:00.000+08:00

BENDAN came my house and waited for me to wake up & everything.
finally went out at 3,4plus.
took mrt to lavendar, headed to beach road.
bought carrianKOR's belated birthday present.
walked all the way to bugis, super hot!
took neoprint & shop around.

we decided to take mrt all the way to boonlay to waste time.
i had my longjohns at there(:
took mrt back to bedok after that and walked home.
BENDAN went back home after that too.
was hypering the whole day & i am glad i am being myself whole of today(:
my childish-self xD an enjoyable sunday i had :D

a special feeling i had in me(:

2006-07-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

back to school after the fun weekend i had ='(
was raining in the morning so took bus to inter.
wasn't that rush afterall.
reach school slightly earlier & since parade sqaure is wet,
went up class & read my newspapers.
lessons are okay i guess.
just that my mood is like a rollercoast;
being hyper in the morning and after recess, my mood just go real down..
moodswings? HA!
as usual, my girlfriends are there; wondeful friends i had :D
had combine science common test in the afternoon.
gone case man~ bang bang =X

after that,went back bedok with WENN.
walked to the library and had our chicken combo(:
yummy~ hungryhungry*
after eating, borrowed our books and off we go.
fetch MUMMY from work & walk home while WENN take bus home.
gona practise my maths later for tomorrow common test.
no fail please! nono >,<
till then, shall blog tomorrow again.

i am falling deeper for you each day<3

2006-07-29T14:28:00.000+08:00

sometimes that WENN really get on my nerve>,<
we can only meet at 3plus which is so later already la~
whatever it is, we went to bugis.
bought some stuffs and took neoprints(:
saw PANDAkor& friends; heeh xD
played rock fever and went back bedok at 5plus.
had kfc for dinner;weees =D

YANHONG#1darling; RAYNA#1aiai; estherDEAR; MICHELLEbaobei; WEITINGdarling & REDUZANbigbaby came after that too.
after eating and all, went valley8.
WENN left to look for her sister.
my #1 darling went off for tuition too.
so many people were at there today,hmmms.
went in and didn't play pool, instead, I played Daytona and photo hunt:D
Roland came with his friends too,kakas!
bendan came at 8plus.
all play till 9plus and close table.
walk walk awhile and all went home.
fun fun Saturday again =D

your existence in my life makes a big difference(:

2006-07-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

a new starting; a new blog(:
i aren't deleting the previous blog,it contains all of my past.
i just want it there for memories?
and so, i am blogging in this blog now,yups~

okays, it's been around 28 days since i last blog.
WENN finally done doing with my blogskin(: thanks la, muacks!

went to the nurisng home for the olds at tampines today for C.I.P,
was feeling nervous and scare; fearing of dropping my tears upon seeing them.
they were so poor thing, it hurts inside.
but i still manage to hold on to my tears and finish the whole C.I.P(:
one of the uncle is just that interesting that makes me want to hear his stories without leaving, ha!
this whole trip is meaningful and it's indeed a lesson learnt.
we are too fortunate to think of the poor ones whom are suffering.
i swear i am not going to send my parents there in future.
I SWEAR ~ !so we went back school at 5plus;
that bendan is late,grrr~
took bus17 back to bedok and headed to long johns for dinner(:
slack around and went home.

contented with you around<3