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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
2:39 AM

RELINK

mia-ing. wanna change my contacts.

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[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
1:44 AM

don`t mind me for being so fuck-up.
because my birtday is fuck enough.

everyone knows my BIRTHDAY SUCKS.
everyone knows my FUN WAS SPOILT.
everyone knows my FUCKING TEARS KEEP DROP.

as what stated in WENN's blog;
those people who tua me, YOU ALL SUCKS LA OKAY.
don`t come then tell me la;
don`t last minute MIA OR CANNOT, FUCK!

a birthday full of tears.
a birthday full of nonsense.
a birthday full of taiji.

this birthday simply sucks la.
i felt so shrugs,fuck,pissed,disappointed.
I FELT REAL DOWN ALRIGHT.

how many people care or even remember my day.
who appericate my care la, seriously.
i really feel like if i can,
i won`t send wishes at 12 anymore & attend any chalet for those didn`t come.
BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE SIMPLY DON`T KNOW HOW I FEEL LA.

but i seriously thanks WEIJIkorkor, WENNsistar, MICHbaobei & DEARDEAR(:
plus those who CARE.

i thanks you 'PEOPLE' for my 'wonderful' birthday, fuck.
those fake smiles i have to put on.
not because of anyone but my PARENTS.
KORKOR is right, why bother anyone who doesn`t concern my life?
my PARENTS are the ones i love & care.
i felt so bad to hurt them.
DEARDEAR,SISTAR,KORKOR they all too. sighs.
i am seriously sorry.
plus those who come, sorry.

oh well, what a 15th birthday spent.
thanks for all the presents & wishes too :D

don`t bother to contact me for this period of time.
anyone who experience this kind of birthday seriously need a break.
to forget all these FUCK.
sorries.

you are the one i know i can rely on(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, December 14, 2006
10:59 PM

i felt so .. unhappy?
this should not be the way since my birthday is just 2 days away.
but sighs, i felt so ~~screwed, fuck up~~..
what kind of birthday will it be this year?
nothing seems to be happy about.
problems cropping up, friends being unconfirm of whether they are coming anot.
this & that. all the stuffs coming to me at one go.
~~man, a diaster birthday i should say it.~~
i aren`t overjoy or delighted that i am going off to chalet somehow.
i aren`t glad that i am going to be fifteen afterall.
felt so down.. hais.
i don`t know whats wrong, perhaps i know?
oh crap, what am i talking ... =i seriously wish for a happy birthday, a happy one..
will history repeat? will i cry again this birthday?
its true that if one cried on his/her birthday, he/her will be crying alot that new year..
sighs.

will be going chalet tomorrow already.
call me if you peeps need anything, 81275427(:
those unconfirm, come if you can.
if not, well, then yahs.
& hopefully i will be back with a happier post~

your every little actions affect me.

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
11:29 PM

starting of the day was kind of horrible for some reasons =but afterall i had a fun day with DEARDEAR(:
went plaza sing at around evening :D
slack around & all till 9plus & came home.

booo, i think i lost my ez-link card =,=
& yeahs; i am in love with HELLOKITTY(:

heh, thanks WANJUNbestie & QIRONGbestie for your present :D

HAPPY 150 DAYS <3s

2 more days to chalet(:
3 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
3 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

my greatest boyfriend :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Monday, December 11, 2006
11:31 PM

woke up at 2plus and called WENN before i went to bath & prepare(:
just nice, she just reach my house when i have done bathing.
make up & all.
finally went out at 3plus,4 =x
took cab down to whitesand & meet WEIJIkorkor awhile(:
after that took mrt to bugis & walk straight to bugis street :D

went to make my nails, heh heh xD
me and WENN trimmed out eyebrown too!
by the time, the sun had already set.
faster go back building, bought presents(:
ate kfc for dinner & off we go.
i had fun today, thanks MAMA, loves*
WENN went back home while i went whitesand & waited for MUMMY to end work.
same thing, DADDY came & fetch us home :D

2 more days to 150th day(:
4 more days to chalet(:
5 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
5 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

sweetie boy; you meant the whole world to me !

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, December 09, 2006
4:23 PM

yesterday night was kind of ~~fuckup~~ zz
bought stuffs with DEARDEAR at whitesand before MUMMY end her work.
ordered my birthday cake too(:
then went home at 9 plus,DADDY fetch us home.
nothing much, just feeling piss.
perhaps due to my period? i have no idea why i felt that way too la.
sighs.
& i am stuck at home again today which is kind of crap zz
kind of no mood to step out my house again.
well, whatever =,=
i hate to feel this way..

happy 20th ann to mummy & daddy :D

4 more days to 150th day(:
6 more days to chalet(:
7 more days to OUR 5MONTHS :D
7 more days to MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D

love is sweeter than blood i guess,ha =D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, December 08, 2006
6:36 PM

booo~
my kneecaps are full of blueblack again =(
dance was fun but tiring today x)
& i just received my very first bithday present from BESTIE today :D
big box with hellokitty stuffs, thanks lots(:
the damn heater spolit & i have to shower with freezing cold water 0,0
i better get my ass to the bathroom before it gets older in the night =x

~~fucking tears~~. cross that out.
i hope things are better instead of the other way round.
don`t screw me up any further & i hope i aren`t doing that to you.
the both of us aren`t feeling any better.
but we are sure that the love we had in us.
i am sure i will be alright when i am in your arms(:

shopping spree with WENN tomorrow? hopefully? =
i love my precious little boy :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Monday, December 04, 2006
1:33 PM

biscally i rot the whole of yesterday.
forced myself to sleep & woke up at only 4 plus in the afternoon.
because i have nothing to do even if i wake up =went online awhile i did abit of my holiday assignments.
blah blah ; watch teebee & all to spend my day.

actually wanted to sleep at 2 plus after doing my stuffs.
can`t seemed to sleep, slept too much =x
went to watch teebee again till 4plus.
went back to sleep and woke up not long ago.
should be meeting DEARDEAR for dinner after his work(:
BOREDDDDDDD. my holidays are like so screwed; same old holidays every year =chalet nearing, kind of not really looking forward to it still =(

MICHELLEbaobei went genting this morning already, misses *

our love will stay like those pictures :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, December 02, 2006
8:28 PM

grrrrr ; brusies! ouch!

went bugis with daddy & mummy (:
tiring, bought quite a number of stuffs.
it`s been quite some time since i have to carry such heavy stuffs =changed new pillow.
bought 2 tops from bugis street. i want more =x
can`t find any nice t-shirt =(
bought some hair product.
& some other stuffs, can`t remember. LOL
bought dinner and HOME :D

this is what i call..LOVE <3s

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, December 01, 2006
6:28 PM

went dance earlier on.
not that bad, got to buck up =still not sure going for syf anot. sighs.
& i just receive the letter to make IC !
like finally ahs xD
nothing much happen today.
i am hungry~ BOOO X(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIJIEmei :D

the true words from the bottom of my heart(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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