memories that stay

GER ; RELINK(:

Wednesday, November 29, 2006
3:58 PM

heh heh.
MICHELLEbaobei cheers me up(:
was chatting about(i can`t remember) something.
then till i say i was nooby in everything.
i don`t know how to cycle, swim, play mahjong(how to be taitai?!), housework,blahblah.
& i think everyone who knows me do i am a nooby in all these.HA
then she was like you princess ma,no need do all this de =x
so i came out with this imaginary dream~~

`HAAA . i wish i am one . dun need study . slack in castle . marry a rich prince . woots . born a beatiful baby . heh heh . ask them bulit shopping centre in castle too . alot of beautiful maids and handsome err maids ? LOL`

gosh, my fairytale dream;
if things are that simple in this world.
how good will that be, awwww =(
a beautiful bride, the center of attention,
hmms ; i wonder whats the feeling XD
i mean thats every girls' dream(:
i am crapping, just kind of bored.
i can`t do much when i am sick, ~~screwed~~.

& i have no idea why,
i suddenly felt like dolling up & attend some close relative's wedding.
pretty & handsome people at the wedding.LOL

i know i will be happy with you!

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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3:29 PM

how great, i am still sick.
coughcoughcough; sneezesneezesneeze; hachoooo~
i seem to be in winter for the past few days.
~~freezed to death~~ =how great, i didn`t even know the class outting is over.
boooo, ~~fantastic classmates i have~~ =okayokay, let`s not blame anyone.
it`s me whom didnt ask, wth.
sadded, grrrrr~

being sick makes my temper more nasty.
i get frausted and irriated easily, screwed.
i see things more negative when i am sick =(
and i am missing dance, get well soon please! x(

i am just so addicted to you boy(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Sunday, November 26, 2006
8:27 PM

didnt blog for quite some time.
been busy for the past few days.
had lots of fun with DEAR(:
iloveyou; muahs!
& i am sick again, crap.

take care peeps :D

zilin is the love of my life(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, November 16, 2006
8:32 PM

my 50th post(:

didn`t went to school today, tired & body ache still.
went to polyclinic together with MICHELLEbaobei at around 4?
slack around inter & went back home at 7plus.
lala~

WEITINGdarling ; thanks for the talk last midnight(: muahs!
stay strong & i will be there for you.
i am just a call/ message away alrights(:

one more month to my birthday,
i seriously don`t wanna think how it will be like..

HAPPY 4 MONTHS MY BOY :D ILOVEYOU
jiayou for your remaining papers ; muahs!

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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8:22 PM

survey taken from WEITINGdarling's blog~

1. Single, taken or crushing?
- taken.

2. Are u happy with your life now?
- not really; kind of sucks =
3. When u meet d right person, do u fall in love fast?
- my feelings will tell me the answer (:

4. Have u ever have ur heart broken?
- yahs; beautifully hurt..

5. Do u believe there are some circumtances where cheating love is acceptable?
- perhaps?

6. Would u take back someone if he/she cheats u?
- maybe not anymore =
7. Have u talked about marriage with other person before?
- heh heh ; YEAHS XD

8. Do u want children?
- i want beatufiul; cute babies, don`t shout or scream too much please =x

9. How many?
- 1 or 2 ?

10. Would u ever consider adoption?
- i will be gulity for life if i did i guess =
11. If someone likes u now, what is d best way to let u know his/her feelings?
- i have no idea mans.

12. Do u enjoy getting into relationships?
- not definte answer; there are both ups and downs yahs ?

13. Honestly, whats d furthest thing u and ur ex did?
- ha?

14. Do u believe in love at first sight?
- YEAHS~ !

15. Are u romantic?
- maybe? ask him this =x

16. Do u believe u can change someone?
- yup; but it will take lots of time and effort x)

17. If u could marry someone, where will it be?
- in a beatiful castle; *dreaming~

18. Do u give in easily when fighting?
- errr ; not really =x

19. Do u have feelings for someone right now?
- heh heh ; yeahs xD

20. Have u ever wished u could have someone but messed it up?
- yes, that feeling sucks.

21. Have u ever broken a heart?
- sorry =x

22. If one day ur best friend fell in love with d boy u are deeply in love with, what would u do?
- i don`t wanna think of it mans.

23. Are u missing someone right now?
- =D

Name 5 friends u want them to do this survey:
whoever want to do this, just copy and paste and do it yeahs xD

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
11:11 PM

i am so NOT looking forward to my birthday.
~~how wonderful my good friends are~~.
sometimes friends just screw me up totally.
oh boy; one incident after another.
whats wrong with you people?!
you people just say things without thinking.
all of your hurtful words. ~~fuck it~~.
i seriously don`t understand why i trusted and care for my friends so much.
if you all are my good friends, you all won`t be doing all these..
cracking jokes to a certain limits please~

you will always be my baby boy(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Sunday, November 12, 2006
11:09 PM

DEARDEAR came over & waited for me to prepare =x
went out at around 3,4 plus.
went east coast for BESTIE's bbq.
took cab down to bugis at 5plus.
~~sort of quarrel along the way~~
slowly; everything turns fine(:
walk around the building & walk around bugis street too :D
happy shopping; heh xD

DEARDEAR bought his bottoms.
he bought me a small christmas tree & a small sling bag. thanks lots<3s
i bought myself a shorts & a top too(:
kind of broke now too ?
went back whitesand at 8plus.
waited for MUMMY to end work & DADDY fetch us back home.
slack at house downstairs till 10plus.
dead tired now =\ going off soon after chatting awhile on msn.
nights people!

HAPPY 6 MONTHS #1 AIAIS ; GER & NANA! muahs!

& yeahs; thanks WEIJIkorkor; WEIQIANGpig; WENNmama; MICHbaobei & others for yesterday night(:

you are the one that i will never let go.

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, November 11, 2006
4:03 PM

you people are driving me real crazy, real nuts.

somehow i wish to be isolated
somehow i wish i do not exist.
somehow i wish no one cares.
somehow i wish i am all alone.
somehow i wish the world is much better without me.
somehow i wish the smiles can all be true.
somehow i wish the words can all be trusted.
somehow i wish everyone is real to me.
somehow i wish there isn`t any backstabbers and two-face peeps around.
somehow i wish the world is all fine and happy.
somehow i wish i can always be that naive.
somehow i wish i would not grow up.
somehow i wish my everyday will be so happy.
somehow i wish the dictionary dose not exist friends, hurt, tears, love, past.
somehow i wish everyone could get out of my life.
somehow i wish i could be stress-free.
somehow i wish everything will be oever when i open my eyes.
somehow i wish those awful thoughts go away.
somehow i wish i would not need to suffer any pain.
somehow i wish nothing has ever happen.
somehow i wish i aren`t shattered.
somehow i wish i did not care at all.
somehow i wish i could take a break from everything.
somehow i wish i aren`t senstive at all.
somehow i wish someone understands everything.
somehow i wish the world will be fine at this very moment.
somehow i wish i can be strong & no tears seen.
somehow i wish i am lock in a corner where no one can find me.
somehow i wish i am gone from this miserable place.
somehow i wish i can be real free.
somehow i wish.. everything has a full stop; dead.

those naive thoughts..

bring me back to the land of smiles.

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, November 09, 2006
12:58 PM

oh crap; my body is really weak =how many times must i be sick in a month?!
~~giddy, headaches, vomit.~~ yucks!
didn`t attend school yesterday & today.
going off to the doc soon x(
yawns zz

mummy has been complaining about all the teddy bears in my room xD
no more bears this year round? no way ~ =x
gona pack up my stuffs in my room real soon(:
& i notice that most of the class chalets are on the 20th/21st of nov?
LOL!
and somehow my holiday plan is ruined, cca..
oh well, sfy is nearing =
i am like talking about random things, my head is spinning.
poof~! off to the doc now(:

tell me that everything is going to fine; will you?

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, November 04, 2006
12:59 PM

went IKEA with WEENINGmummie & MICHELLEbaobei(:
just some random pics :D

book shelves; other furnitures' pictures deleted =x

pictures of US plus the furnitures =D

i love her ; thanks for everything BAOBEI(:

my dearest WEENINGmummie :D

& yeahs ; ME =D

HA! i had lots of fun =]
went tiong bahru plaza for awhile, bought some stuffs.
went back bedok BK for dinner.
slack till around 8plus & went home with BAOBEI(:
sent her down later on, came back home :D

time now is 1.45am(: nites !

i will be praying for an angel to look upon you :]

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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12:49 PM

DAD went to collect my report book.
my results are ~~horrible; sucks~~.
~~my tears are splashing down~~.
i disappoint them once again; again & again..
~~i really wonder why teachers love to assume things~~.
why can`t i make them proud instead.
somehow i just felt unready for next year.
got to really buck up i guess.
i really wish to prove others wrong.
STOP assuming things please, for god sake~
i seriously hate it~ DAMN.

get the ~~fuck~~ hell out of my life!

you are still the one that never fail to make my life a beautiful one(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, November 02, 2006
11:32 PM

was feeling all xinku since yesterday.
those ~~pain~~, holyshit~
went singapore city gallery yesterday for excursion.
not bad afterall =]
didn`t attend school today.
sore throat ; big ulcer ; body ache
OUCH!
MC for 2 days ; thanks WEENINGmummy & MICHELLEbaobei(:
HA! i gona drink more water & sleep more :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEELING KE AI <3s

missing you like a mad woman =\

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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