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Saturday, October 28, 2006
11:59 PM

went out to celebrate MICHELLEbaobei's birthday today.
i am lazy to elaborate.
i miss DEARDEAR; he will be busy for his upcoming O-LEVEL x(
i let out some tears, i miss 3/4.
i seriously wonder what the class will be next year.
i miss them, i truely do.
looking at the class photo can really make me tears too.
those good memories we had.
KOR will not be able to be there to walk over to me;
& make me smile when i am down like what he always did.
BIGBABY will not be able to crap with me in class especially when WENN is not around.
its weird to not see CHICKO in class after 3 years too..
the girls will not be able to crap and joke with me in class =(
MEI, please take care too alrights(:
why let the good times end so fast..?
aren`t it suppose to be 42 students next year too?
everything just seems to start yesterday & it just ended.
oh boy, this ~~sucks~~ too much.
& i can`t accept the fact still.
more typing means more tears, i shall stop here now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE BAOBEI(:

time now ; 1.02am

don`t ask me take of myself.
i want you to be the one taking care of me.

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, October 27, 2006
11:41 PM

didn`t post since wednesday.
& yeahs, school ended yesterday; not really a good day afterall.
i was ~~pissed & hurt~~ by that biased freak =~~cher~~, how much do you understand me inside out?!
being adult, you are doing this? such a low-class act.
gees, i wonder what have i offended you; being labelled be you.
the feeling isn't good especially when i know i have done nothing wrong.
assume things & point fingers at me, saying things beind me.
don`t judge me alrights.
screwed ~!

it has been a wonderful year with 3/4(:
i miss those peeps that are leaving.
especially the 6 of you.
we still manage to survive this year,
despite the countless troubles we have gone through.
anyway,best of luck everyone :D

if ever one day you are unhappy;
i will cry a river & give ou see the reflection of US :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
8:20 PM

school is super boring today..
TIRED X(
swensens is super delicious,yummy! xD
tomorrow is counted as the last day of school i guess.
sighs; though i dislike 3/4 at the beginning of the year.
but somehow the bond is there already.
well, let`s see how it goes yahs.
update next time, yawns zz

HAPPY GINA AH LIAN DARLING(:

i just want you to be happy :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, October 20, 2006
10:37 PM

woke up by DEARDEAR's call x)
chat on the phone till 12plus.
went to bath after that; do finish my stuffs & went downstairs to meet MICHELLEbaobei :D
when reaching mrt, saw KENNETHdaddie!
had a long chat with him, i miss him so much laaa :D
the very first time i encounter with a friend's death..
felt shock & sad i guess.
accompandy DADDIE to wait for his friends.
& off me & BAOBEI to vivo city!
what can i say, its a big big shopping mall, lols!
not as bad as what some of them say(:
shop around, was tempted by so many stuffs, $_$ =x

set off to century sqaure after that.
took neorpints & bought my stuffs.
by then it was already 6plus, chiong home; my goong starting at 7! LOL
manage to chiong in time, reach home at around 7.05(:
after watching, slack around & we decided to go the pasamalan nearby.
we bought a pair of cute footwear each & some food.
didn`t bring enough money, saw a familar face & borrow 20cents from him.HA!
afterwhich, slowly walk back home.
eat eat eat, fat =x
accompany BAOBEI go bus-stop at 10plus.
went home slack after that, yeahs.

so fun to go out with you la BAOBEI;
thanks once again,love you to the bits, muahmuah!
next time got things can tell me, or ask me accompany you okays!

i am in deep love with my DAZHUTOU =x
jiayou jiayou!

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, October 19, 2006
10:42 PM

this week has been so slack.
attend school for 2 days this week.
i doubt there will be much lessons next week too.
got back the combined results today.
my pure geo marks was horrible, kind of not fair man.
but whatever it is, since i was on mc that day =strive for next year!

torn & hurt; was really diaster for the past two days.
feeling much better today(:
felt delighted & all!
started talking to dad too :]

MICHELLEbaobei; thanks for today & everything <3s

i want to stay by your side;
watching you smile at me :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
10:26 PM

went out with JOANsister to katong ktv & sing(:
woots, was fun :D
she came my house till 8plus.
DEARDEAR came before that. we pei her to interchange and wait for bus.
then come back again, DEARDEAR left at 10plus which was not long ago.

for the first time i felt that my family is screwed up..
though nothing much did happen but my heart was all hurt and torn.
if you want me to be independent.
don`t pamper me and make me depend on others from young.
don`t treat me so good when i isolate from you both.
fuck it; screwed..
wait till i calm myself down i guess =\

i love you to every single bits.
you know me from inside out(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
5:22 PM

was feeling ~~horrible~~ since last night.
my flu worsten ; been coughing the whole of yesterday.
damn the haze =\
whatsmore, i ate kfc for lunch =x
didn't attend school today.
woke up at 1plus.
mummy & daddy accompanied me to polyclinic.
the doctor gave 2 days mc but kind of usless.
tomorrow is school holiday anyway, so yars.
had my medicine,despite having the medicine bieng so digusting =\
oh well, i felt better now(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOYNAMUMMY;DENISE/MEIHUA MEIS!

yesterday was our three months(:
weets! it was great having you as an important person in my life.
ny life is happier and more meaningful.
simply because i have you around :D
iloveyou*

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, October 14, 2006
11:59 PM

thanks to a scary encouter last night.
i was all scare, thanks peeps esp WENN; DARRENbaobeikor & DEARDEAR(:
don`t wish to mention that again =i don`t ever want to go out and come home alone if possible x(
had a nightmare; i jumped; shouted and woke up 0,0
never mind about that.
so chatted on the phone after waking up.
message with DEARDEAR too(:
went online and contact back with JASON; my p6 bestie.
it`s been so long since we last contact, chatted on the phone with him :D
hang at around 2, had a nice time chatting with him(:
went to bath after hanging up.
prepare & everything, waited for WENN to come & fetch me :D

went down to bugis & had mos burger for lunch.
shop around after that.
saw so many things that i want laaaaaa =flowers! specialise crystal glass! bearbears! blah blah blah x) my wishlist seems to be longer each day=x
see already so happy, if only i have MONEY! $_$
was so bored today, kind of spoilt mood too =went back bedok in the evening. sort of aruge with WENN, sorry nah =x
go back bedok and meet my GIRLFRIENDS. pass RAYNA#1aiai present.
share with MICHbaobei de(:

slack around, pei YANHONGginadarling to wait for her paernts & send WENN to bus stop.
left me,BAOBEI & DARLING.
so we slack around, went princess mac slack till 9plus.
pei DARLING go wait for bus then me and BAOBEI go find JOANsister(:
thanks BAOBEI, pei me till so late. xie xie ni! MUACKS!waited for her after work & had kfc for dinner!
damn hungry okays, wait so long, ha! we keep talk and talk.. LOL
me and SISTER pei BAOBEI go wait for bus then come my house.

talk non-stop la we both, just like last time =]
sweet memories(: the girl that never fail to crap with me. thanks for being here for mei(:
don`t ever drift apart again mans =she let me realise that for that period of time when i change.
people that cares, were hurt.
but well, i change for the better now(:
send SISTER downstairs at 12plus when her mum arrived.
come back home, bath & online.
decided to close one earhole and one nose piercing =yeahs, going out with WENN & BAOBEI in the afternoon.
meeting DEARDEAR after that(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNA#1AIAI & SARAHMEI(:

now time is 1.50am(:

you never fail to make me smile.
sweeten(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, October 13, 2006
3:20 PM

WOOTS :D
end of year examinations is finally OVER(:
but i kind of down with flu, wtf x(
but being free from those sucky exams are something to be happy about.
cheers !
but think again, the results aren't out till monday =oh well, enjoy this weekend people ! LOL
i felt that i have done my best this time round.
~~causing me to be all stress up and sick~~ x(
but sometimes putting in effort does not mean getting back good results?
just hope i will be delighted on monday instead of the other way round.
god bless me :D *cross fingers* =x
and i am so gona go out tomorrow.
i miss those shopping trips ='(
buy me all the stuffs, anyone? =x

somehow i am still wondering why people change that easily.
the way they treat you may be so much different one day later.
i may seem to not being bother about comments made about me.
but deep inside. i care ALOT more than you expect.
not that there is someone that i referring to.
is just general thoughts that are on my mind(:
and yeahs, somehow i wish to know how you look towards me.
living day by day. the thoughts faded slowly..
tomorrow is a better day,a brighter day,a bigger sunshine.
bring me to eternal land and i will give you eternity smiles.

thanks for being there for me all these worth my dearest(:
hope your effort of teaching me pay off=x
3months coming; dazhutou! with loves*

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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