memories that stay

GER ; RELINK(:

Thursday, August 31, 2006
5:20 PM

i am backkkk (:
this week is short, 4 days of schooling.
& here comes my not-so-wonderful holidays.
my file is filled with holiday assignments ='(
same old boring school days for the past 4 days.
as usual, i can't remember what happen =x

was super late today x(
me & WENN only got into a cab at 7plus.
rush down to school and since it's raining;
morning assmebly started late, phew~ $5wasted, grrr!
ACES day progamme was cancelled due to the rain, boredddddd
had the colours awards thingy in the hall till 10plus.
freezing cold but thanks DEAR for your sweater, heh *grins* :D
had our recess after that, like what the hell.
can't eat because all the table are occupied, bought snacks to eat, that's all.
took back our report book after recess, kind of okay i guess, hmms.
pure geography shock me & i really had to thanks ms foong for those retests =x
got to buck up and improve for all my subjects!! I MUST ARLIGHTS.
the nearing EOY is scaring me =had a so-call 2 free periods of maths & 2 periods of ss.
& off we go. weeees~
took cab home since KHEI pay =x
went interchange with MUMMY & DADDY.
bought my stuffs, thanks MUMMY :D
i rather scarfice my sleeping time for shopping with MUMMY. LOLX)
i just reach home not long, & yeahs, my holiday is finally here ! *cheers*

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WENQI & LOUISKOR ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMMY & XINGYUANKOR(:

my sweetie dearest; ilu(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Sunday, August 27, 2006
9:20 PM

i have nothing to blog today =sometimes it's hard to hide stuffs.
it will be reveal eventually one fine day.
life is like a ~~pile of shit~~ at times.
but, why bother & make your life more miserable?
i am thankfully i have people whom understand me.
those who care and bother?
love you all; you know who you are(:
i am really looking forward to the september holidays.
i need a breakkkkk..

the one that understands me deep inside(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, August 26, 2006
11:59 AM

me & WENN were earlier this week,lols!
wemt bugis(again), took neorpints;bought our stuffs & everything.
went down to somerset after that.
met DEAR at CINE, had kfc for lunch/dinner(:
shop around heren too, took neorpints with DEAR x)
decided to went off at 8plus.
WENN went home while me and DEAR went valley8 to look for YANHONGgina & others.
went off at 9plus; home sweet home.

feeling kind of shrugs..
i hate to think back, i hate to look back.
i hate the feeling of being hate;before or now.
i am sensitive, YES I AM.
& yeahs, i am just who the ~~fuck~~ i am.
take it or leave it.
everything is screwed, everyone is full of problems.
~~what a wonderful life is zz~~
i sometimes really wonder what on earth have i turn into.
& obviously, i have change from what i used to be in the past.
arghs, just some rubbish-spolit-mood thoughts.

time now is 12.33am

let me sweeten your life(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, August 25, 2006
10:22 PM

back to blogging(:
going to online lesser than before already; for some reasons.
one of it is because i want to study.
another is well, friends x(
as i say in my previous post, i felt like a victim of them zz
okays, whatever :D
i got almost all my results & failed 2; elective history & combine science.
chemistry ~~sucks big time~~, screwed zz
i did try to complete the worksheets 2 days ago using almost 2hours T_T
nothing much happen, i can't really remember what happen =x

WENN came & fetch me once again since only the 2 of us going school together.
met BENDAN at central(:
walk to school, weees~!
after school, accompany DEAR till he had to go back school.
me & WENN were doing homework :D
DEAR bought cheese fries, muhahah x)
the stupid strong wind ruin my worksheets!
some of my worksheets landed on those delicious cheese fries.
i hope those worksheets do not have the smell ehs =x LOL!
after DEAR left, took 21 to WENN's house.
slack around, look at our past neoprints, blah blah.
basically we are like 'siaocharbos' the whole day x)
laughing like mad & enjoying ourselves, heeh!
went back at around 8 plus & reach home at around 9plus.
bath & everything, ONLINE(:

not going to online often i guess.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY REDUZANbigbaby, DADDY & QIRONG(:

we will do everything together as ONE:D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Monday, August 21, 2006
5:45 PM

yesterday
DEAR came but i was sleeping.
DADDY woke me up & open door for him. ha!
he accompany me the whole afternoon :D
yeahs, was funfunfun & he went off at 7plus, boooo x(
stay at home the whole day.

today
WENN came & fetch me again. heh
went central to meet BENDAN, was abit ~~shrugs~~ zz
wasn't a good day afterall.
1.50,the bell rang & school ended :D
didnt know BENDAN was outside classroom till some of them told me x)
he pass me 'ZAIZAI' lala .
please take care alrights(:
went back inter with WENN & ate lunch, walk around.
felt better after receving BENDAN's call when eating xD
accompany MUMMY eat before going home.

sometimes, i felt like i am a victim of my friends.
everyone seems to have problems, oh well~
all i can do is lend a listening ear(:

we will laugh like there's no tomorrow(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, August 19, 2006
12:59 PM

woke up at around 12plus.
went out at only 4plus, thanks to that chubbyWENN x(
every single time without fail; super late everytime zz
so yeahs.
saw ALEX at the bus interchange, talk awhile & left.
YANHONG#darling & MICHELLEbaobei left before we reach century sqaure.
played rock fever & bought our studs.
went down to bugis after that.
saw TOMMY,FERRIS,KAIMENG & friends on the way to bugis street(:
so we walk around & all.
had dinner at the coffee shop oppsite swensens.
our very first time eating at coffee shop during weekend outties.HA!
nothing proud of also.LOL
went back building & walk walk.
went cold storage,play around & we are like mad kids =x
had so much fun & laughters x)
bought food(which i can't remember how they are spelt;LOL)from breadpapa.
ate & slack at the stairs near mrt.
went back at around 9.
waited for MUMMY to end her work & we walked back home together(:
online and all till 11plus.
went down & have a chat with DELIkor till around 12.30.
alot of thihgs to say after 3years & yeahs, 3 years is LONGGGGGG~
many things happen & there is too much to say, so yeahs x)
gona wash up & all, i am tired, nights people(:
time now is 1.08am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RODNEY, JASON, JOEYTAI & GERALD :D

for what you do, i trust & believe(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, August 18, 2006
7:35 PM

usual routine in the morning(:
was hoping the time will forward to 12.40pm.
& yeahs, the bell rang & not long later, saw BENDAN already :D
accompany WENN to central to take bus.
walk to BENDAN's house after that.
did my maths while waiting for DEAR to finish his stuffs.
saw JOYCELYN before & after we left. ha!
bought fries at MACS ; saw miss chua & mrs low =x
ate my fries in the bus, yummy :D
reach home, slack around.
DEAR accompany me till around 6plus & he had to leave.
thanks for all the fun & laughters.
it's been a great day today(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBINKOR!

the promise of neverbeapart<3

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, August 17, 2006
6:22 PM

met BENDAN at central in the morning again & this time we girls are late=x
be exact, is KHEI late. muhaha x)
first period was writing.
my writing book is somewhere under the table.
lazy to dig out everything under my table.
so went outside & sit to write zzz
was concentrating in class today(:
last two period; history test.
i mess up all the points,it kills alot of my brain cells.LOL
my head hurts, brain crush, ha!just hope that i will pass >,<
BENDAN came down & find me awhile and went back for his class.
while me & WENN took bus 17 back home.
came home & slept till around 5.
online online :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM KOR(:

my sweetest eye candy<3

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
7:47 PM

met that BENDAN in the morning at central, together with WENN;KHEI&WANJUN.
normal lessons & all.
after school went bedok to have lunch with WENN.
slack at inter till around 6 & went home.

time flies & yeahs, it's been one month(:
thanks for every single thing; stupidBENDAN !
& thanks people for the wishes & all :D

show me what's long lasting :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
10:00 PM

receive a call from DELIkor yesterday night..
lost contact for quite some time.
he updated me on his current situation & i sense my tears dropping..
chatted about the past and everything; i miss those somehow(:
hang up & WENN called after awhile.
chatted awhile & yeahs, this time my tears just flow down unknowingly.
i have been thinking alot, way too much i guess..it's always the past that makes one tears.
whatsmore; i am afraid of losing DEAR one day & this add on to my cryingT_T
thankfully i have this great BENDAN & yeahs, he calm me down :D
cried for that bloody 2 hours till my eyes were tired & i went to sleep.

WENN came & fetch me as usual. went sch tgt along with WANJUNbestie.
i was okay at that time but once i reach school, it changes..
was very ~~moody~~ & i kept very quiet which was very unlikely of me usually.
i kept my mouth shut till WEIJIkor came & talk to me :D
slowly, my mood gets better, yeahs.
went dance & was dizzy halfway through.
vommitted & rest till it ended.
tat BENDAN gave me a surprise, appearing in front of me at the school bus-stop.
weeeees ; thanks DEAR(:
sent me home , along with MICHELLEbaobei(:
sorries for waiting =x
so yeahs, back home at around 8 plus. hurhur ~
& WENN, cheer up alrights :D you still got me !

sorry & thankyou for today;
WENN .KHEI .YVONNE .MEIYAN .YANHONG#1darling .MICHELLEbaobei .REDUZANbigbaby. WEIJIbestkorkor & of cause, my deartestBENDAN(: and etc =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIMING :D

i love you till the last breathe(: one more day!

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Monday, August 14, 2006
6:16 PM

WENN came & fetch me in the morning(:
weeees~! i slowly take my time & went down.
when i reach downstairs, she just reach too :D
chatted while walking to mrt. funfun*
school was okay, as usual school day.
got back history common test. weeees~
glad that DEAR asked me to revise that day.
didn't disappoint myself & him . HA!
but i am still sad over my chemistry marks; ~~bloody zero~~

went back bedok with WENN & ZHIYUAN to have our lunch.
crap & everything(:
& they call me a hua chi zzz
i hate the feeling of missing someone, it's torturing x(
reach home at about 5 plus.
yawns, i am tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA & XIAOLING BAOBEI :D

make this love last & forever; 2moredays<3

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Sunday, August 13, 2006
4:21 PM

i am damn bored now zz
back to school tomorrow & i am still in the holiday mood =x
FIREWORKS ! aren't gona forget yesterday(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUMEI BESTIE!

the feeling of LOVE ;3moredays(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, August 12, 2006
11:56 PM

went out with my lovely GIRLFRIENDS today(:
MICHELLEbaobei came & fetch me first.
met the others at bedok mrt platform.
went bugis; collected the puzzle :D
had swensens, yummy ~ ! waited for ESTHERdear to come.
headed to the neoprint shop, yeahs x)
went off soon after that.
they headed to TM while i wait at the platform for BENDAN & WENN.
went marina bay, wanted to walk to merlionpark but the shortcut was blocked.

walk till halfway, walk back again to mrt there.
waited for ZHIYUAN& co plus DEAR's friends.
all late late, rushrush*
walked till the road there when we are stuck.
9pm ; fireworks start already(:
SUPER NICE CAN! the nicest i have seen so far , weeeees~!
thanks DEAR(: it wouldn't be the same without you there(:
so tried to walk our way out after that.
slacked at somewhere near those buildings & we met an drunk uncle? HA
crap & all . finally went off to bedok.
had our dinner there & DEAR walked me home.
just so fun today ; heeh xD weeeeeees~!

our promises ; our love <3

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, August 11, 2006
12:20 PM

i didn't went to school.
because the pain is killing me x(
i could only stay in the same position so that it won't hurts.
seeing doctor in the afternoon.
got to go ; take care people~

HAPPY BIRTHDAE KUANTING SISTAR! MUACKSSSS!

we will always stay like this:D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, August 10, 2006
7:35 PM

i am finally backkkk (:

8th of August; TUESDAY

we had our very own PRCS IODL
it's a very great show put up :D
congrats to the winners!
was feeling sick in the hall already.
feverfever plus bodyache ='(
BENDAN send me home(:
pei me all the way to 4 plus, thanks<3
went out again at around 6plus, meet ZHIYUAN at my house downstaris.
walked to bedok mrt and waited for WENN.
set off to tampines & bought stuffs.
rushed to raffles, pack with people there.
walked to merlion park & waited till 9 for the FIREWORKS !
DAMN SUPER BEAUTIFUL CAN?! =DD
after that went marina sqare; meet DANIELdar awhile.
went back bedok with ZHIYUAN while WENN went back home.
had our dinner, i ate fish porridge as promise to BENDAN(:
~~no fast food & heaty food~~
walked home after that & reached around 11plus.
slept before 1.

9th of August ; WEDNESDAY

HAPPY 41TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(:
slept till BENDAN came.
ask me wake up & eat abit.
was having fever & body hurts..
had sweeten bittertea.HA x) you didnt bluff me
so prepare and everything, as usual; slowly do.LOL
then met YANHONGdarling and others at mrt.
went marina bay.
but halfway; decided to go esplande.
meet WEIQIANG & others at there.
no fireworks seen, dots!
went off at around 8,9 plus.
me & BENDAN left for orchard(:
took neoprints and bought our midnight show tickets ;
'too fast too furious; toyko drfit'
we had 3hours to spend before the movie start.
sat at ngee ann city & chatted(:
say everything out; yeahs xD felt so free now.
time flies ehs ; walk back to CINE at 1plus.
and yeahs, the show is SUPER NICE :D
slack outside CINE till 5 & walk to the mrt station.
my body hurts like hell ; mans.
thanks for the whole of this day,muacks!

10th of August ; THRUSDAY

reach home finally at 7plus.
slept till 5plus.
my body is killing me.
painnnnn .
it's getting more pain since tuesday.CRAP
going off real soon; dying..

i am sure you are the one i love(:

heres the fireworks ; not so clear though. LOL

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Monday, August 07, 2006
6:37 PM

got back chemistry paper & i scored ~~zero~~ zz
almost cried mans, how ~~pathetic~~ can i be, sighs.
time pass quite fast today.
after school went whitesands with WENN & had lunch at cavana.
bought our stuffs at popular. went down to simei to bought stuffs too.
took mrt back home(:

chatted with WENN while eating just now.
okays, i am seriously missing the past.
those friends i had ; the fun i once had.i miss them especially HER.
the one whom i cared and worries most, sighs.
& i really hope you are doing fine(:
i am glad i will still be able to see some of them in the morning at the mrt there.
simple greetings ; smiles(:
while walking home just now, saw GUO EN too.
& yeahs ; we smile at each other while walking past each other.
these are the friends that see me grow and everything.
everything now and then, i will thought of them.
just wish to thank them every single time for everything:D

GOOD LICK PEEPS FOR TOMORROW PRCS IDO(:

it's all worthwhile now(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Sunday, August 06, 2006
8:27 PM

gees ; slept at 6.30 in the morning, yawns zz
I very wu xim de okays xD
so woke up in the afternoon when KUANTINGsistar called.
she drop my house & as usual; we start our crapping(:
forever never-ending things to talk with her.
though we seldom meet already but the closeness is still the same :D
gees ; I miss her alot xD

while chatting halfway ; BENDAN called.
gave me a surprise visit. kakas x)
sistar left not long later.
ordered MACS for lunch and wrong food given zz
gona try not to give MACS next week ; too much of it scares me =x
feeling real ~~agitated~~ of some stuffs just now.
i am so glad that BENDAN was there to calm me down(:
accompanied me till around 7 plus and go off =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIAYNA(:
sorries ; couldn't make it to you chalet x(

as long as i had you right beside me(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Saturday, August 05, 2006
10:16 PM

yawns ; woken up by messages again.
& i am having bodyache; ouch!
WENN came at ard 4 & went down tampines mall.
had mos burger for lunch & played rock fever.
cabbed down to bugis junction(: WENN pay=x
bought our stuffs & walk around.
went home at 8plus :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAZWAN(:

my heart seems to be pumping sweets xD

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Friday, August 04, 2006
11:03 PM

school was okay :D
had CCA at 2.30pm ; time pass real fast today.
didn't really have much comments about dance today though.
my mind is in a mess; i can't concentrate.
i apologised for that before i left(:
& BENDAN came and fetch me home :D

~~quarrels~~; ~~arugments~~ . i hate them.
it breaks my hearts.
but it's those that make us go stronger xD

you & me <3

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Thursday, August 03, 2006
5:28 PM

been blogging daily since the day i start this blog(:
got back the results for phyics and maths common test.
though i pass both but the results aren't that good ='(
~~crap~~ i want HIGHHIGH marks xD
nothing much today, hmmms.

somehow,i have learnt to look things at a postive view.
it's better this way, it will make my life better and happier(:
sometimes at that point of time, i am unable to think of the brighter side.
but; as i calm down, things look better as i think again.
being pampered too much cause me to depend on others alot.
i tend to get things the way i want it to be.
and whenever things crop up or don't go the way i want it to,
it ~~affects~~ me ALOT x(
oh well, nothing bad has happen, i just felt like blogging all these.
cheers *

i am looking forward to next week programme; the 3 days of fun; right WENN? XD arblabla~ !

i realise how much you meant to me :D

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
10:00 PM

I am kind of lazy to blog today.
was feeling veryyyyy tired x(
reach home at 5plus, slept till 8plus.
chatted on phone with BENDAN.
boooo ; it was an understanding afterall, blehs!
had my dinner while talking; didn't eat much though.
bath and everything; came online for awhile.
going off real soon, yups.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERVINpapa/bro ; TINGTING & SYAFIQA (:
best wishes people. WITH LOVES *

you stand an important place in my heart(:

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
9:15 PM

all common tests are over already, like finally! :D
as usual, wait till get back results then decide what to do.
have some faith in myself >,<
today maths, kind of bang cause of the circles i guess.
should be able to pass but with dull colours ='(
no CCA today, so went back home with WANJUN(:
we fell asleep on the way and i woke up just in time. HA!
the weather sucks, so warm lo! despite the rain in the afternoon just now.
gees, crap crap x(

i miss you more than anything *

[BABYnothingbutjustmemories

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